JUNE 2017 Michael's pov We're all laughing and having fun in the back lounge. We just finished our show, but nobody is tired yet. Well, Kristen never joined us and went straight to her bunk. While everyone else is enjoying their evening I can't help but feel guilty. Kristen and I just don't want to be longer near each other than needed and since I'm here in the back lounge, she isn't. I feel guilty because it's always me who's hanging out with the cast while Kristen goes somewhere else because we can't be near each other. If I'm going to my bed and Kristen to the back lounge it'll be weird though so I just have to accept the fact that things are like they are right now and make the best of it. "You're okay?" Ingrid asks who sits beside me and who must've noticed that I was a bit distr

