~ARYA~ It's a new day which might probably be my last day in the mansion. Since Jaxon is coming back on such short notice i texted venita last night immediately i received Jaxon's text message, that i won't be coming to the coffee shop today. I woke up not sure of how I was feeling. I don't know how much confidence I have yet to tell Jaxon of my little pumpkin and I definitely do not know how he is going to react about it. If he decides to get a divorce I won't say otherwise as I also think it will be the best decision for the both of us. My mom has been unaware of my situation and my plans. I have tried my best to avoid her for the past week and I didn't want her to find out anything since she will only try to talk me out of it and get into my head like she always does. This time I a

