Chapter 6
745 Words
I wake up with a damn arm that won't let me move, I'm about to hit him when I remember I slept with Alex. Whoops, I almost hit him and it would wake him up.
Actually ... this feeling feels pleasant, it is like a feeling of peace, tranquility, love, protection and that all together in one person, at the same time.
Worst of all, it's starting to make me nervous again, and I don't like that. I don't like feeling "weak" at some point, I don't mean just with him but in every way, I hate feeling vulnerable.
"Are you awake?" he speaks hoarsely next to me while still hugging me.
"Yes" I try to turn around but he won't let me, although after a while he realizes that I couldn't move an inch.
"Oh ... sorry," he says, half ... embarrassed? You do not see this every day. "Hey!"
"Did I speak out loud again?" I ask with my eyes closed.
"Yes, you are becoming a habit so be careful with what you think in that little head" he touches my head like a dog repeating what he told me yesterday or the day before yesterday, I no longer remember.
"I'm not a dog".
He looks at me with a raised eyebrow and begins to tickle me.
"For ... for ... for Alex".
"For me? What is for me?" mocking question.
"A pineapple if you don't stop f*****g tickling me".
"Good, good" he raises her arms in surrender.
I get up to go make breakfast for the four of us and I scream when I see my mother, because of the scream Alex comes running.
"What happened?"
"That happened, hello mom" I greet her looking at her badly. "You scared me".
"Hi daughter, hi Alex" say hello to me and then say hello to my best friend. "I didn't want to wake them up and I can't go up the boys alone, can you help me up them?"
With Alex we nodded and we took them to their apartment.
"See you guys later. Thank you for taking care of them both" my dad speaks.
"Bye dad".
"Goodbye" speak more "formal" Alex, I always laugh at him when he talks like that with my parents. "If you do not shut up I will tickle you" he tells me as soon as we left my parents'.
"Good way to shut me up".
I run down as fast as I can, open the door and close it in his face, I'm afraid I've hit him but I'm not softening.
"Eh ... I still have my pajamas" I remember it and I open the door so the neighbors don't see it. I have no problem with being seen like that but he feels naked in pajamas, I always laugh at that.
His face is not the most friendly and I smile nervously hugging him so that he forgives me faster.
"Sorry".
"You are going to v ..." before I finish I'm already running.
"No ... no ... po ... please ... please" I laugh when he reaches me, we are on top of my bed but the situation is very funny to find a perverted meaning. "Tomorrow we have to go to the institute".
"It's true, so you make me have lunch and I'm leaving".
"Wow, wow, wow, let's wait, and who invited you to lunch?" I look at him with a raised eyebrow, pretending to be offended.
"Well, I'm going with your parents" I start to laugh as he gets up and pretends that he is seriously going to leave.
"As if they were going to feed you knowing everything you eat" he looks at me badly. "Now I cook something old".
After lunch and looking at "Where are the blondes?" He left, and I return to my lonely loneliness. Although tomorrow he comes to look for me, I laugh like crazy. If he knew I like him, I don't know what the relationship would be like after that.
Mommy: I saw them today
Mommy: They looked so cute asleep hugging
How beautiful my mother is writing these messages to me at dawn, it seems she wants me to cry. Well I never told him that I liked it, or I like it, I don't know but it makes my feelings come out again and I will not allow it.
Me: Ay mamaa you know he's just my friend
Mommy: Yes, but it would be nice if they were something else
Me: I don't
Me: I am going to sleep
Me: We have to go to school tomorrow
Mommy: I love you my girl
Me: And I love you
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