Chapter 005
“Please, take me now…this is all too torturing for me” I begged as his sexy tongue licked my entrance. The swell of the s*x and the c*m he had swallowed made my ears and chest tingle.
This was a first. Thomas never showed me love like this before.
“f**k!” I arched my hips upwards and watched him move for a second before he assaulted my s*x for the umpteenth time. I couldn’t count the number of times I had c** into his mouth, but it was lovely.
When his mouth began trailing kisses from my lifted legs to her breast, then to my throat, I sucked in a deep breath. When his marvelous tongue explored my neck, up to my lips, I shuddered. I believe I am in heaven.
“You are taking me in as I imagined.” He groaned in his throat. The sheer exquisite pleasure of our lovemaking was tempting.
“I want to touch you,” I said, trying to find his face. He pulled my hand down to his torso, and so fast a blush crept into my face. I giggled softly when his hot lips touched my fingertips.
“My body is yours, so is yours, mine” he declared possessively.
“Yes…” I assured him, cutting his following sentences.
“I will mold your body to crave me and only me”
“I’d love that”
Carefully, he knelt between my legs, the enlargement of his loin visible and wet. I took him in as he gently entered my entrance. At first, it hurt due to this absurd size.
When did Thomas become that big?
“Ahh! f**k! Slowly”
I clenched my hands on his shoulders and urged myself closer. He was f*cking me harder and deeper, exhibiting his full strength.
That evening, I forgot the agony in my heart as the sensation of lovemaking blurred my memories. Nails digging into the skin, the slamming of bodies, primitive sounds exiting both our throats and our bodies bathed in a sheen of sweat.
That night I was made love to again and again and again, fully sucking his seeds.
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“f**k!! My head is about to split open…where am I? Ouch!!” The memory of last night visioned my mind, and I jolted out of bed.
Thomas!!
Where had he disappeared?
I scanned the strange room till I encountered a sheet of paper on the table nearest to the king-sized bed.
“Did he write me a letter” I pondered.
I detangled the folded letter and read,
“Sweet Angel,
Just as you smell, you tasted heavenly last night,
The semblance of your body was of a ladybug. How you coiled and took me, I was intrigued.
Once the time comes to have you, make sure you are ready for me.
Your Signor”
I folded the sheet back and went straight to the bathroom to clean myself up. Why was Thomas behaving strangely? Did I not have s** with him? Did he mistake him for another?
Wait! I remember being chased by some men, and then someone else saved me…. What happened next?
Oh god! Did I sleep with that man?
I did the deed in a hotel room, and not my house.
No wonder, compared to Thomas’ size, the stranger was huge.
Why am I thinking of that now? I have to return home.
Thankfully, I saw my car and immediately took a ride back home.
“The hell are you talking about? This is her fault? She neglected her only child and ran off to God knows where”
“Thomas, don’t blame it on the poor nanny. She was caught up in the accident. If my daughter had been there for her child, this wouldn’t have happened.”
When I entered the living room, I eavesdropped on the commotion between my mother and husband. For a minute there, a memory of their betrayer stung me, but I controlled my emotions.
I cleared my throat to announce my presence “What is going on here?”
“I thought you were dead” came my mother's sarcastic tone of voice. Why were her eyes red, and Thomas…
“Where’s my child? Where’s David!! Nanny Grace, where is she?”
“Now, you show concern for your son? Where were you last night? I called you a billion times, but you failed to pick up the damn call” My mother’s cold voice rang in her head.
I shifted my eyes from my mother to the man standing stiff by the chair, his body looked wasted, and I could see dark bags under his eyes.
What the hell happened?
“Thomas…”
“Don’t you dare let my name roll out of that filthy mouth of yours, you bi*ch!”
“Thomas…” I gasped, the pain returning to my chest.
“I texted you to have David picked up from the daycare. You saw my message yet ignored it."
“What? I didn’t see any messages. Wait! My phone…” I rummaged through the inside of my purse and found nothing inside.
My phone? Did I forget it at the hotel? Or did that stranger steal it? It couldn’t be. Right?
“Cat caught your tongue? BECAUSE OF YOU, MY SON IS LYING THERE IN THE HOSPITAL! BECAUSE OF YOUR IGNORANCE! I SWEAR TO YOU, SERENA. IF I LOSE MY CHILD, I WILL NEVER FORGIVE YOU. I WILL KILL YOU!!”
“David is at the hospital, but why?” I was confused. “Mother, what happened to my son?”
“Last night, Nanny Grace's car met with an accident. Fortunately, she is saved, but David… is not.”
“What accident! Noo! Please!! My child,” My mind became wrecked at the thought of my poor son in the hospital. I couldn’t bear the grief, so I told Thomas to save him, at any cost, and get the best doctors to save him. I couldn’t bear to lose my child.
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Two months passed. I was still devastated. I did not deserve to be called a mother. I should have been responsible for David; I should have stayed with him back then. I should have… If I had, maybe he would have been in my arms. Maybe I won’t be this dead.
The night of his funeral, Thomas threw divorce papers in my face. I couldn’t fathom losing the man I defied my family for. The man I loved. The man I gave up everything to be with.
I swallowed my shame and begged and begged, yet he turned a deaf ear to my cry.
I eventually announced my illness, but he whined about it being the outcome of my karma for neglecting our dead child.
I screamed and screamed. Pleaded and pleaded.
In the end, he threw me out of his house and his life.
Through the shame, I refused to return to my parent’s house. What did I have left? I have lost everything. I thought the only solution was to end my life before the wrenching agony took my entire being.
I committed suicide time and time again, but I did not die. Why was God unfair to me?
I was depressed and lonely.
The wings of protection seemed to have left me, as I stood stiff by the side of the road, my mind lost. I turned my head to the left. A truck was running towards the road, and swiftly, I took long strides and stood rooted, waiting for death to finally have me.
The warnings of the other pedestrians escaped my ears, as I gave no notice to their words. I closed my eyes as the breeze skimmed through my face.
This is it.
The end.
*CRASH*
“Didn’t I tell you; your body now belongs to me?”