changed

a depressed begging

left at the door of a orphanage and was raised by loving people but at age 5 i went to a family but they ignored they just using me to get money then i come back this cycle happened until i was twelve i runaway i didn't want the cycle to happen again.

living on the street on New Jersey was tough sometimes i eat from the trash or sleep on dirty floor but the the police bring me back i was adopted by this couple in uk Newcastle i was happy but after a month living there i saw they true colors.

they were selling drugs and making me sell for them i waited until i was 16 that legal age to move out.

at my 16 birthday i moved out and live in flat by using the drug money i saved up to pay up rent

i went to college i meet mike at first we were friends slowly i started to have feelings for him and he asked me out i accept then after a while we were happy but one day we were out in this restaurant and he went to the bathroom and his phone was out i looked and my heart was shattered.

there was a girl Olivia in his and the nudes they sent to each other the text i looked at see me and he want to break so i agree but deep down i wish it didn't

the next day was April 12 my birthday 17 birthday i grab i cupcake and made a wish that everthing could change for the better.

i went crying my eye red puffy my throat hurting

i woke up open the door there was a phone on the ground