Mara's POV
I understand where Jihyo's frustration is coming from, and I am aware of my faults as well. I just really had no choice but to speak that way to him because my disease has been wrecking me and I can't bear to give him a hard time anymore. Not only that, but I also do not want him to see how I suffer because he might start up to suspect and ask a lot of questions.
Living with Jihyo is not actually like what I told him. Being with him is honestly like an “I am going to put you first and nothing else matters” kind of love. A “Hold your hand while I am driving” kind of love. A “We can argue, but I am not going to let you sleep without saying good night” kind of love. A “Here are your medicines, a soup, and a hug because you are sick” kind of love. A “We are going to work through e
