Seojun's POV
I drive back to Gwacheon as fast as I could because I feel that it would be better not to see Mara.
I am aware that I am just playing a trick on myself that I do not like her when, in fact, I can only say that because I don't see her face. But I know to myself that once I get to see her, I know that I am going to eat my words.
I feel that deep inside me, she is really special to me.
I like Mara.
But I also know that it can't let this make headway anymore. I already swore up and down to myself that I will not fall for any girls apart from Shaira. I even promised her that, and I am not the type of person who breaks promises.
So, I am trying to stop myself from this. But it gives me a hard time as I am continuously falling in love with her and I can't seem to stop.
I just
