Seojun hops out of the car first, while I sit still, watching him as he proceeds to take steps towards the other side in order to open the door for me. I keep on staring at him, trying to memorize every detail of this day with him. Because I am aware to myself that I would not be able to hold myself back when I start to miss him when I leave. “It is just too bad that we can't get used to this,” he said as he opens the door and welcomes me with his sarcastic laugh. “Why can't I have you for a long time?” What am I supposed to say to that? “I thought you just said that we are going to pretend that there is nothing wrong with us here,” I replied before proceeding to go through the stairs to get to the tree house. I keep on going up while he just stands there, but I did not bother to loo

