Stuck Between Brothers

Chapter 6: 17 years old cont'd

Here I am, face to face with Josh. He is just staring at me. First I saw confusion in his eyes, and now I see downright hate. What did I do so wrong? He has a girlfriend. He has not showed me any type of care for the last 3 years. Its just been me and Lucas.

Shrugging my shoulds, I say, "Nothing", and walk out. I could feel eyes on the back of my head, but I just walk back in to Josh's room. Grabbing my stuff, I decided I didn't want pancakes anymore. As I jumped out of Josh's window, I heard Lucas say my name. I just ignored him. I ran across the street and right back in to my room. Uncle Donnie wasn't home yet, thankfully.

A shower sounded the best right now. I still needed to process what just happened. Last night, Josh was so gentle and caring towards me. This morning, Lucas gave me my first kiss as well as my first orgasm. I have always had feelings for Josh, but on the other hand, I never explored Lucas as an option. Lightly running my fingers over my lips, I remember the intensity that Lucas kissed me with. I felt like he really wanted me. Did I want him?

After thoroughly washing my hair and body, I wrap a towel tightly around me and head back to my room. When I opened my door, I was surprised to see Lucas sitting on my bed.

"Hey JuJu." He said. He looked sad.

"Hey LuLu." I responded, trying my best to give him a smile.

"I think it's time we talk." He said, looking at me. After seeing that I'm listening, he continued.

"I didnt plan for things to happen the way they did this morning. I'm sorry that I put uou in that position, but I'm not sorry that it happened. Jude, I'm in love with you. I have been in love with you since we were kids." He said all in one breath. I dont move. I think I am in shock.

"I realize that you have had feelings for Josh for a few years now, but I cant help how I feel, JuJu." He looks at me hard.

"Lucas, I...." I started but Lucas came across the room so fast and put a finger against my lips.

"Dont talk. Just please, don't just throw aside what we could have. Please give me a chance." Then he kisses me again. At first I'm stunned. His mouth feels so good against mine. His soft full lips feel like they belong against mine. I wrap my arms around his neck and deepen the kiss between us. He pulls me close, and closes my bedroom door. Pressing me against the door, he lifts me. I wrap my legs around his waist and nothing has felt more right. I reach for the door handle and lock my door. I dont know how far we're going but I know I dont want to be interrupted.

Lucas carries me over to my bed and lays me down. He looks at me with a hunger in his eyes, and it was at this moment that I realized my towel had unwrapped. With a groan, he covers my body with his. The kiss gets deeper, and I tug on his shirt. He pulls back enough for me to lift his shirt over his head. Feeling our bare chests against eachother lights up something deep inside me. Lucas starts kissing down my jaw, to my neck, and down my chest. Taking a n****e in to his mouth, he nips it and swirls his tongue around it. After he is satisfied with that one, he goes and does the same to my other side. The entire time, I'm steadily grinding my core into him. He then kisses his way down my belly and nips my hips, pulling a little giggle from me. Kissing his way closer to my core, he grabs my thighs and pushes them open. The most amazing sensation hit me as his tongue licked up my slit. He uses his fingers to open my folds as his tongue starts working against me. I cant help the shudders coming from my body as the feeling was too much. He dips his tongue in to my opening and starts to slide it in and out. A warmth started to build inside me as he sucked my folds in to his mouth. He inserted his finger and started pumping in and out while sucking my c**t in his mouth. The pressure is building and he puts another finger in.

"Lucas... I'm. " I try to say but then a feeling washes over me and I come undone on his fingers. He pulls his fingers out and licks me clean.

"You taste so good JuJu." He groans. He made his way back up my body until our mouths meet. Kissing me deeply, I taste myself all over him.

Deciding I wanted more, I start unbottoning his pants.

"Are...Are you sure?" He asks me. I nod.

Lucas wastes no time in pulling his pants off and grinding his hardened length against me, coating it in my juices. I reach down between us and grab ahold of him. His body shudders at the contact as he starts pumping in and out of my hand. I tighten my grip and position him at my entrance. He is a hefty size, and Im nervous but right now, I want nothing more.

His head starts to move in to my entrance as slow as he can.

"This might hurt a little JuJu." He says kissing my head. Without hesitation, I wrap my legs around him and pull him into me as quickly as I can. My cry is muffled by his hand.

He stills inside of me, letting me adjust to his size.

"You ready?" He asked. I nodded my head and moved my legs against him to form some friction. He gets the idea and starts moving. Picking up pace, I swear I can feel him in my stomach. He grunts and moans and its only turning me on more. He reaches between us and thumbs my c**t, causing more moans to leave my mouth. Taking a n****e into his mouth, Im reaching a high I've never felt. If s*x was this great, why am I just now having it?

After yet another orgasm, he removes his hand and wraps an arm under my leg, opening me up for him to go deeper.

"Lucas." I moan. My lips are searching for his. He kisses me fiercely. I definitely feel more for Lucas than I originally thought I did.

Breaking our kisses, he dips his head to look between us. Watching as he enters and exits my core. He lets out a deep groan and pulls out of me. Before I can complain, he flips me over to where my face is against the bed and my ass is high in the sky.

He slams in to me causing me to cry out again. This is a new feeling. I seriously like this. He pumps in to me, pulling my hips back to meet him. He reaches around and wraps a hand around my throat and pulls me up against his chest. His other hand found my c**t again as he kisses and sucks on my neck. The sounds leaving me are sounds that I've never heard before. He seems to love it. He picks up his pace, and grabs at my breast as we both reach climax together. I can feel my insides throbbing in time with his c**k, milking him for all hes worth.

I just had s*x with my best friend, and I liked it. He slowly lowers me to my belly, slowly pumping in and out of me before he whispers "I love you JuJu." in my ear. He kissed the side of my head and pulled out of me.

How is he even talking or moving right now? I cant even think straight. He rolls me over to my back and kisses me again.

"Thank you." He says against my mouth. Then he grabs my towel, and starts to clean me up. Wait.

"Lucas? did you use protection?" I ask. He face reddens and I see guilt in his eyes.

"I...I didnt plan on this JuJu." He says, his voice barely above a whisper.

"What are we going to do LuLu?" I say, my voice rising in panic. I can not get pregnant my first time. I refuse.

"Lets go get a plan B pill!" I jump out of bed and rush to get dressed. He starts pulling his clothes on. Once hes dressed, he walks over to me and pulls me tight against his chest. I relax in his arms. I know Lucas would never intentionally try to hurt me this way, but I cant help the panic I feel deep inside me.

"Lets go JuJu, Ill drive you." He said.

"What if someone sees?" I start to panic again. Our town is small, and gossip spreads like wildfire.

"Ill go in and buy it for you then." He kisses my head and pulls away. I'm happy to see we both agree, I need this pill.

"Lucas. Wait." I tell him. He stops and turns back around to look at me. I pull him into me and kiss him again. This. This is what I want.

"I want you, LuLu." I tell him. His eyes lit up like a Christmas tree and he pulls me tighter, kissing me harder. Id be lying if I said we immediately left and went and got the pill. Our clothes ended on the floor and we went at it again. I felt whole.

When we were done, he cleaned me up again. Then we went to leave and I stopped him before he made it out of my room.

"Go out the window. I don't know if Uncle Donnie is home." I whiper to him quickly. He give me a half grin and goes out the window. I grab my phone and see that Uncle Donnie texted me.

Hey princess, Im going to grab breakfast with some of the guys. I'll be home after lunch."

Thank God. Grabbing my purse and shoes, I jump out the window to go meet Lucas. I didnt feel like walking through the house.

I get to the road and Im about to cross, when I look up and see Josh looking out his window at me. He looks sad and disappointed? Im not sure. I also don't care. I think me and Lucas are going to be together now and thats what I want.

I cross the street and climb in to Lucas' car. He smiles at me and grabs my hand as he pulls out on the road and we make our way to the pharmacy.

"What are we JuJu?" He asks, peeking sideways at me. I took a moment to think about it.

"We are best friends, LuLu." I say. He will always be my best friend.

"I want to be more." He tells me. Of course he does. I do too.

"I do too. Im scared though. What if we don't work out?" I tell him. "I couldn't take losing my best friend."

"Youll never lose me JuJu." He says. I can tell by the look in his eyes, he means it.

"Ok then we'll be more." I say. He grins at me and brings my hand to his mouth to kiss it.