Author's P. O. V.
us feeling ko jante ho jab rone ka dil kare but ro na sako? jab khud se nafrat ho jaye, jab khud ko hi do chante lagane ka mann kare par woh bhi nhi kar sakte kyuki us halat mei tumhe dekhkar kisi aur ko bohot taklif hogi? ( you know that feeling when you start to hate yourself? when you want to cry your heart out but can not? when you want to give yourself two tight slaps but you can not because someone else will be hurt to see you hurt? )
that was the feeling Shayra experienced as she looked into Yash's eyes, she could not do that at all, she was feeling shame to even meet his eyes, usne wo kiya apne pyaar ke saath jo Dushman bhi nhi karta, ( she did that to her love which an enemy would not do) she was angry at herself that she did what she did but she was not reaso
