Thrist

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" bepannah nafrat

aur

beintehaa mohhobat

mei Zada farak nhi hota "

( there is not much difference

Between

Unguared hate

And

Unconditional love)

H Shayra was leaning against the wall, tears were continuously falling down her eyes..

But she wasn't ashamed of her tears today, she looked at the scene in front of her which broke her heart beyond repair.

He was lying there with closed eyes and no breath at all, her legs trembled when she tried to move but fall down with a loud bang.

Her eyes were red from all the crying, she saw them taking him away.

" Kya kar rhe hai inhe aap," she said as she crawled her way near.

( where are you taking him )

If anyone would have looked at her now they wouldn't have said that she was Shayra sen.

The Shayra Sen.

She didn't had any weakness because she did not had any one to live for but seeing her crying like a mad woman will make any person think who was he to her?

She saw them wrapping him in white sheets as her lips trimbled as she tried to speak.

" nooooo!  Chodo inhe,... Inhe kuch nhi hua... Avi uthiye... Uthiye na dekhiye ye.. Ye kya kr rhe hai Aap ke Saath " she spoke as she looked at him but he was silient... Not at all saying a word to her or to any of them.

( Noooo leave him... Nothing has happened to him... Avi get up... Get up na... Look what.. These are doing to you)

" mam, he is dead " the person said as they gave her pitiful looks.

" suna tha ishq bohot dard deta hai aaj dekh bhi liya " someone said as he made his way bear her. Shayra ignored the voice and looked at the painful truth in front of her.

( I heard that loves painful, today I witnessed it)

" inhe kaha Le Mar jaa rhe hai Aap! Rukiye... Rukiye... Inhe... Inhe.. Kuch nhi hua... Avi! Avi aap... Aap.. Kuch Bolte kyu nhi Avinash! " she screamed on the top of her lungs but her screams went into deaf ears as they picked him up and put him inside the van.

(where are you taking him! Stop... Stop.. Nothing has happened to him... Avi!  Avi why are you... You not saying anything? Avinash! )

She cried more and more looking at the screen of the laptop but couldn't do anything.

She fell in her knees crying, she felt as if someone poured acid on her heart... Like.. Like someone ripped her soul off her body.

He came near her from behind with an injection In his hand, it's been 4 hours she had been crying like a mad woman and there was no other way to console her.

Rajeev gave her the injection as he looked at her.

Sharp pain rose in her neck but that pain was much more less than the pain in her heart.

When the pain reduced a little he made her look at him.

He pulled her close to his chest but no one could understand the pain she was in... In a second she lost her everything, her world, her life, her Avi.

" Rajeev, inhe...inhe kuch kuch hua... Nhi Hua na?.... Phir se mazak kar rahe hai na...avi?...avi mazak kar rahe hai na?.. " she asked in the most painful voice ever.

( Rajeev, nothing has happened to him.. Nothing has happened to him right?... Again he is pranking me... Avi?... Avi.... You're joking right?)

He sollowed the painful lump in his throat as he began to speak " he's dead Shayra... Accept it please " he whispered before she passed out in his arms...

His heart pained as he looked at the broken beauty in his arms... All of them noticed the pain in her voice as well as on her face and it was hard to believe that she was one of the people who never cried in their lives.

He picked her up in his arms before he proceed to take her to her room.. He couldn't let her be alone in that place today which she once called her home..

He gently laid her on the bed before covering her with a blanket.

Her tear stained face was the proof of her pain but he couldn't do anything to reduce her pain...

With one last look on her face he went out of her room knowing that she will be out for mostly 10 hours.

Shayra woke up as her head felt heavy  for a moment she didn't remember a thing but then the reality hit her...

Hard...

Her Avi was no more in this world, he left her all alone...when he promised to take of her all her life.

She hissed in pain in her lower abdomen as she got up from the bed...

Oh yeah she lost their baby a few days ago too..

She could not sat there doing nothing, her life was a mess now all she wanted was to take her own life so that she could rest in peace with her Avi..

Shayra got of the place, it was 1 o clock in night, no one was there to look at her.

There she was walking on the road aimlessly, dressed in a white embroidered anarkali.

Her face was covered with black color cloth peace as she didn't want to recognized by any of them.

" I will be there for you, always "

" How can I stay away from my isha "

" I would have given you my life if you'd asked "

All the memories came rushing to her mind before she could stop her self her tears made its way down her cheeks.

Yash drove to the city as he enjoyed the coolness of the night.

Everyone had a taste of pain if not love ' this was his thinking.

He saw someone, who caught his attention.

A woman dressed in white in dress was standing on the side of the river and looked like she was about to jump in it.

Yash got out of his car and ran towards the women.

Shayra was about to take the step but before she could do that she was pulled back and collided with a hard chest.

Yash looked at the most beautiful yet painful eyes in the world, he pulled the woman back as she collided with his hard chest.

Her eyes were full of tears... Not tears but pain true pain.

Shayra struggled to get out his grip but Yash did not let her.

He was struck to those beautiful yet painful eyes...

Shayra looked at his face as she stopped struggling.

" badi kamzarf hai aap,

In dard bhare aansuyo ko behene ki izazat bhi nhi de rhi "  Yash said as he noticed her eyes were full of tears but not even one was falling down her cheeks.

( you're so ingenious,

You won't even let these painful tears fall)

He forwarded his hand for her as she looked at him.

Shayra wasn't weak and tears were a sign of her weakness.

" ingeniousity is better than pain " she whispered as she held his hand and got down the side of the river.

" in that case you should know that taking your own life is a sign of pain and weakness " he said in his soft voice.

Shayra looked at him shocked, no she wasn't weak but she did wanted peace and that was the reason she was there.

" Mar kar toh Sab ko sakoon Mil jata hai,

Dard se ladh kr sakoon Palo toh Jane " Yash quoted the words of her.

( everyone can find peace once they are dead, know how to fight the pain)

Shayra nodded as she looked at him once again.

Just than they heard a car coming near them, Yash took it as a sign and ran away from there knowing that however she was, now she was fine.

Rajeev freaked out when he saw that Shayra wasn't in her room, he tracked her right away and went there.

When Rajeev's eyes fell on Shayra he took a breath in relief, he was glad that she was alive, breathing and fine.

He hugged her as soon as he came out of the car, Shayra patted his back as she knew he was worried about her.

" I'm fine Rajeev " she said, her voice was hoarse as she was crying until a few minutes ago.

" let's go back " he said, she nodded as they seated inside the car. 

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