I don’t know how long I sat in that chair hoping he would walk back in. I felt like I had just destroyed everything again. What was I even thinking? I know how possessive Damian is over me. This competition alone is hurting him and I just asked him to join me in bed with another man. I let my tears fall as I just stared at the door. I don’t know why I do these things. I get something in my head and I run with it. I didn’t even consider the consequences, or how Damian and Maverick would feel. It’s getting late, I have to face it. He's not coming back, and I need to get a couple of hours of sleep before Arabella gets up. I went upstairs and peeked in on my princess. She’s still sound asleep. She looks so peaceful and innocent. She was really starting to bond with Damian. I really messed u

