CHAPTER 50 LAUREN MOSS We then go downstairs, and it feels so good to see that, although sore, she’s okay, and her baby is so beautiful. “He’s so tiny…” I comment with Samuel. “That’s why you didn’t hold him, right?” he asks, smiling. “Of course. I have zero experience with babies, I could’ve dropped him,” I reply as we get into Blake’s car. Ever since we came down, I haven’t looked at him even once. I’m preserving myself. “It’s not a mystery,” Samuel says, all proud of himself. “Don’t tell me you have a baby, Samuel?” I tease as Blake accelerates out of there. “No,” he answers. “But I do have a younger sister,” he says, and I nod. Fair enough. “Well, I don’t,” I reply and look away, pretending I’m not in Blake’s car and that he’s not here at all. “But if you pass, you’ll have

