Chapter 42 Caine NAKATITIG ako sa magagandang nakikita ko. Nahihirapan akong pumili sa kanila. I feel like I’m getting old because of this. I bought her favorite, and that was so easy for me. This is the thing that churns my brain and twists it upside-down. Why is this so damn harder than navigating a fighting plane? Hindi pa amo kailanman namigay ng bulaklak sa tanan ng buhay ko. Ngayon, kung may gusto man akong idagdag sa turo ko sa mga trainess ko, iyon ang turuan sila kung paano mamili ng pinakamagandang bulaklak para sa mga babaeng mahal nila. I looked around once again, staring at the not fully bloomed red roses. Then, I stared at the white ones. Jesus! This is so hard. This is harder than bombing a place and turning it into ashes. I will rot here for sure, ogling like a stupid

