Melanie's POV: Jordan wants me to be more open and to stop hiding. I understand him, but it's not that easy for me. I need more time to think about this. I know he is not wrong, but part of me doesn't want to do it yet. The thing is that I don't have a good feeling about this. I never had problems in school. I don't want them to start because of my tattoos. It's not like there aren't other ways I can get involved in some. It will be better if this doesn't happen. The spring has started. This means that lighter clothes will come in handy again. I still keep my foundation. Well, I don't want to use it. Maybe it's time for me to be myself. That's why I have liked myself, but not enough. I need to gain this confidence that Jordan keeps talking about. Honestly, he is the only reason I am doing

