Chapter 10: Holy Maria I had a difficult time falling asleep that night after our discussion. I was glad to have Bernadette on my side. For once. No, if I was really being honest, that wasn’t true. She was a good mother. She cared and looked out for me, though she could still be a real pain. I smiled, turned over in bed, and listened to the new Lady Gaga album on my iPod. Okay, so I lied to Gertrude. I told her I wasn’t plugged in—as she put it—like everyone else my age. Why did I do that? Maybe thinking about this would put me to sleep. Number one: I don’t lie. Not often. Number two: It’s kind of true I don’t listen to music all the time. I don’t take my iPod to work. That should count for something. Maybe I lied because I wanted her to think I was kind of different. Special.

