Always hated

Chapter_1 : the life inside

chapter_1

the threshure's house

third person's pov

"Scouty, Scouty, hey! Come here boy ! Come on, good boy, good boy, you're such a good boy you know that " said the teenage boy as the dog came barking towards him and tackling him down on the grass, licking him. As the dog was nuzzling himself onto Cain threshure, he adoringly petted the dog admiring it's shiny furcoat, pure black. But the moment was short-lived as a blond girl came and forcefully dragged the poor dog away.

Cain's pov

I watched horrified as Lana pulled Scouty off of me and and dragged it towards the farm, "D-don't hurt him, please" I stuttered, in fear she'd tell somebody I'm outside. "SHUT UP!!" she shouted and glared at me in such a furry that I almost flinched, " I told you, I TOLD YOU, do NOT come outside before telling me, why do you do this, why don't you just LISTEN!!!"."Lana I just wanted to see it one time before it's surgery, I-i'm sorry, I made a mistake, sorry" I said with tears in my eyes. I'm so pathetic. I should've listened to her. She's the only person here that is the most lenient and truly cares for me .I didn't want to disappoint her. Lana threshure the second eldest daughter of my father, my older sister and also the only person that treats me humanly in this household. I'm really grateful to her. Actually, out of my siblings, she's the only person that'll let me outside the main gate. Because of her, I got to experience at least some of the things outside. Otherwise I wouldn't even know what a tree looks like or even some kinds of flowers! like Roses, tulips, chrysanthemums and well......things like that, actually I've seen some really pretty birds too....sighs**. Life isn't on my side right now, but at least people like Lana, miss Anna and David make it a little worthwhile.

lana's pov

I watched Cain as he apologized with a teary face, almost stuttering, and fearful. It made me feel really remorseful as I watched his beautiful face embracing such a sad expression, but I knew. I couldn't .I couldn't comfort my younger brother or else my father would notice. I just sighed and with an unbothered expression, I said "If you WANT to atleast have a little freedom, do not attempt to come out the main gate without informing me, this is your last chance, kid. Don't waste my time from now on. Understood." In a stern voice. He looked troubled and immediately nodded his head in agreement " "yes", he said almost instantly. I glared at him and said "well what are you waiting for, Scram now!" . He flinched and just ran inside the door.I watched as he ran away and released the breath I was holding in. Every time I speak harshly to Cain, I feel really guilty afterwards, but it's no use. I am doing it for his safety after all........if only he wasn't born as a natural omega. I remember being 9 years old and mother told me I was going to have a younger brother. We were all so excited, but after the birth no one even carried him in their arms. At that age, I remember being confused, so I asked everyone. Why is no one celebrating his birthday ? Why is he not going on the trip with us ? Why can't he go to school, why just .....Why can't Cain live like the rest of us? But pretty soon I became aware of that kid's faith........ HE was cursed after all.

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Cain's pov

I ran back inside sneakingly to avoid my father and Ustain my oldest brother. Crawling halfway through the lounge area, I realised they were not home so I just hurriedly ran back to my room as fast as possible. Thank goodness they're not here or else I would've gotten a beating . I sat on my bed just staring into space and thinking about my life in general. It's so pathetic right now, I mean, I can't go outside without permission and when i do get permission I have to hide in fear of my father and brother ...... that's just not living, it's just suffocating . To take my mind off of the sadness, I just opened a book Lana gave me a few months back. It included all the ancient history around Destined mates. Just reading it brought peace upon me. It somehow gave me hope, a light for the future, that everything wouldn't be the same.

That someone will finally look at me in a different light.......

I don't particularly want a destined mate to be completely honest, but on days like these when Miss Anna or David are not around and scouty's gonna get its surgery. I like the comfort of hoping that maybe one day I'll be free from this hellhole. Maybe even have a family and I'll freely express myself in life....