Silas~
My face felt hot, as if I were heating it in an oven.
Why did she taste that great, like vanilla? I didn't want to let go, but I had that urge to rip her apart in hunger, and that wouldn't end well if I did. She tasted so good that I almost lost control.
Luckily, I held onto myself when my hands were about to slide into her shirt. If I went to that, she would have pulled out instead of me doing it. I didn't want to act faster, so she wouldn't end up feeling uncomfortable and thinking I was trying to bang on her and dump her, as I did to the others.
Also, she wasn't like other women. From the first time I saw her up till now, I haven't found anything that would make me compare her to the others. She was such a special person to me in any way, and I wouldn't want her to feel hurt
