Jonas How could she pick Thorin over me?! We have been best friends forever, doesn't that count for something?! Anything?! I have been fuming all week over this. I haven't been able to even look in Kelly or Thorns' direction. I knew if I did I was going to blow a gasket. I needed to calm down, but I didn't know how. I don't even know if I wanted to, but if I didn't, there would be trouble, no doubt. I swear there was a rut starting to form in my room where I had been pacing all week. I needed to speak with her. She needed to give me another chance, because without her, what am I? I wanted to love her so badly, but she has never even given us a proper chance. I'm willing to reject my mate for her for goddess’ sake! That's it, I'm done waiting. I'm going to go give her a piece of my min

