The sheer, crushing exhaustion of the past week finally claimed Erin. Wrapped in a thick, slightly scratchy wool blanket provided by Marco, she fell into a deep, heavy sleep for the first time in her tiny room above the diner. She was miles away from the forest, miles away from the pack. The rhythmic, electric hum of the red neon diner sign buzzing right outside her window was a strange, yet strangely comforting lullaby. It grounded her in this new, human reality.
Deep in the middle of the night, something pulled her from the depths of her slumber.
It wasn’t a sound. It wasn’t a nightmare. It was a feeling.
A sudden, overwhelming wave of phantom warmth washed over her skin, a sensation so achingly familiar, so fiercely intimate, that her heart hammered painfully against her ribs before her eyes even fluttered open. The air in the tiny room suddenly felt thicker. It was the phantom, invisible brush of an alpha’s protective aura, heavy with unspoken devotion.
Erin gasped, sitting bolt upright in the narrow bed. Her hands gripped the scratchy blanket as her eyes darted wildly around the small, shadowed room.
It was empty. The door was securely locked. The only light came from the flickering red neon sign, casting long, distorted shadows across the worn floorboards.
She pressed a trembling hand to her chest, trying to calm her racing heart. You're imagining things, she told herself, taking a shaky, ragged breath. You're just exhausted. You're pregnant and hormonal. He's a thousand miles away, probably sleeping beside his new Luna.
The thought sent a sharp stab of agony through her chest, but as she instinctively turned her head toward the window, her breath hitched. Her lungs simply stopped working.
There, resting on the outer ledge of the windowsill, stark and impossibly bright against the grimy glass and the dark, rainy night, lay a single flower.
A white rose.
Erin froze, her blood turning to ice water in her veins, even as her skin flushed with a sudden, feverish heat. White roses. The exact same flowers Corin used to leave on her pillow every single morning before he left for his Alpha duties. He never missed a day.
Slowly, as if caught in a hypnotic trance, Erin pushed the blanket aside. Her legs trembled so violently she almost collapsed as her bare feet hit the cold floorboards. She crossed the small room, her hands shaking so hard she could barely undo the old metal latch. With a sharp creak, she pushed the glass pane up.
The cold, damp wind of Greybridge immediately rushed into the room, carrying the harsh smell of rain and wet asphalt. But beneath the city smells, faint but undeniably, heartbreakingly real, was a scent that made her knees buckle.
Pine needles and deep, earthy musk. His scent.
It clung to the cold night air, wrapping around her like a ghostly embrace. Erin reached out with trembling fingers and gently picked up the rose. Its petals were velvety soft, flawless, and covered in tiny, shivering drops of rain.
And then she saw it. Hidden beneath the thorny stem, tucked securely against the cold stone of the windowsill so the wind wouldn't take it, was a small, folded piece of thick paper.
She dropped the rose onto the inner sill and snatched the paper, unfolding it with frantic, clumsy movements. The red neon light illuminated the sharp, bold handwriting she knew better than her own soul.
“I know where you are. I won't tell anyone. I won't come to you. Just… live. Forgive me. — C.”
The paper slipped from her numb fingers, fluttering to the floor like a dead leaf.
Erin collapsed. Her knees hit the floorboards with a dull thud right beside the open window. She snatched the white rose back up, pressing the soft petals desperately against her chest, right over her breaking heart, right over the tiny, secret life growing inside her womb.
And then, she broke.
The stoic, impenetrable facade she had maintained since that horrific moment in the clearing shattered into a million irreparable pieces. Erin buried her face in the white petals and sobbed. She cried with an agonizing, gut-wrenching intensity, the kind of raw, animalistic crying that tears at the throat and steals the breath from your lungs.
She cried for the beautiful future that was so cruelly stolen from her. She cried for the child she would now have to raise alone in this strange human town. And most of all, she cried for the man who had publicly destroyed her, thrown her away, yet somehow, impossibly, still loved her enough to track her down across the country just to leave a fragile flower in the freezing rain.
“Just live.”
The words echoed in her mind, a cruel, beautiful, impossible command. He had let her go. He had severed their future, yet he was standing guard in the shadows. She didn't understand the politics, she didn't understand the sudden rejection, but sitting there, drowning in his scent, she knew one thing with absolute certainty: his wolf was screaming for her.
Through her blinding, hot tears, the cold wind began to blow the rain through the open window, mixing the fresh drops with the salt on her cheeks. Erin slowly raised her head, taking a deep, shuddering breath that rattled in her chest.
She looked out into the dark, stormy night, looking past the flickering neon sign, past the wet street, toward the distant, dense tree line that bordered the very edge of the human town.
A sudden, brilliant fork of lightning flashed across the sky, briefly illuminating the raging storm.
Erin stopped breathing. Her heart gave one violent, painful thud against her ribs.
There, standing perfectly still just inside the edge of the tree line, was a massive, pitch-black silhouette. It was a wolf, unimaginably larger than any normal beast, blending almost seamlessly with the shadows of the forest.
But through the heavy, gray curtain of rain, two bright, unnatural golden eyes stared directly up at her second-floor window.
They burned. They burned with a fierce, agonizing intensity, stripping her bare from a distance. Even across the expanse of the town, she could feel the sheer, suffocating sorrow radiating from those eyes, a suppressed longing so powerful it made her physical body ache. It was Corin’s wolf. Her Alpha.
Erin gasped, the white rose slipping to her lap. She leaned forward, pressing her wet hands flat against the cold window frame, ignoring the rain soaking her thin nightgown.
"Corin?" she whispered into the raging storm, her voice trembling, carrying a world of heartbreak.
She blinked, quickly swiping the rain and tears from her eyelashes to see clearer, her soul reaching out to him through the dark.
But when she opened her eyes a fraction of a second later, the tree line was empty.
The glowing golden eyes were gone. There was nothing but the violently swaying branches, the deep shadows of the woods, and the relentless, unforgiving downpour.
Erin stared into the dark void for a long, endless time, her heart pounding frantically against her ribs like a trapped bird. She searched every shadow, desperately hoping for another flash of lightning, another glimpse of those golden eyes.
"Was it my imagination?" she whispered into the empty, freezing night, her voice breaking into a dry sob. "Or was he really there? Was he standing right there, watching over me?"
She slowly pulled the window shut, shutting out the storm, and slid down the wall until she was sitting on the floor. She pressed her forehead against her knees, closing her eyes, wrapping her arms protectively around her stomach. She whispered his name into the darkness of her room once more, a desperate, silent plea.
But there was no answer. Only the muffled sound of the rain hitting the roof, the empty, towering forest on the horizon, and the delicate white rose resting safely in her lap—the only undeniable, heartbreaking proof that her Alpha was still out there, and that this was not a dream.