Chapter 2

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The thing about a friends-with-benefits arrangement — the thing that actually made it work — was that you didn't have to perform anything. With a boyfriend, the history of your body was always present in the room, a third party neither of you acknowledged. But this wasn't that. There was no ledger here, no running tally of who you'd been before. Valerie had Dominic's fingers in her mouth and her hips pressed back against him, and there was nothing in the room but the two of them and the specific, uncomplicated fact of wanting. Her body clenched around him — that involuntary, answering pull — and she felt him drag his hand free of her mouth and grip her waist instead, both hands now, hard enough that she'd feel the shape of it tomorrow. He drove into her like he had something to prove to the mattress. The angle was deep. It was always deep like this. She came fast and messy, a sound tearing out of her that she didn't plan, her whole body shuddering through it — and then the slickness of her dragged him under too, his jaw tight, his rhythm faltering, and then not faltering, and then gone. He pressed his forehead between her shoulder blades for a moment, breathing. After, she found the tissue box on the nightstand and cleaned herself up without ceremony. He dealt with the condom at the wastebasket — tied it off with the practiced efficiency of a man who'd done it a thousand times — and then pulled on a shirt and went out to the balcony. He smoked out there. He always did. She remembered the first time, midwinter, when he'd pulled out the pack and raised an eyebrow at her in question. She'd shaken her head. He'd nodded once and gone outside and stood in forty-degree air wrapped in a bath towel, smoking one cigarette down to the filter while she watched through the glass. When he came back in his hands were cold against her skin, but he'd waited until they warmed up before he put them on her. She'd noted that. Filed it away. Most men started at a hundred and settled into fifty. Dominic had never done that — not the shower beforehand, not the attention during, not the cigarette after that he took outside so the smell didn't stay in her bedroom. He was consistent in a way that had nothing to do with feelings and everything to do with character, and that, more than anything else, was probably why this had lasted as long as it had. He came back in smelling faintly of smoke, sat on the edge of the bed. "The Crestview case," he said. "You're through the worst of it?" "Getting there." She'd pulled her knees up, back against the headboard. "You?" "The partnership deal's mostly done. Should be able to breathe again soon." He glanced at her. "Saw you've been at the pool." "My neck's been killing me. Doctor's orders." She tilted her head. "You swim?" "Yeah." "Since when?" "Since I was a kid. You want a lesson count, I can't help you — it was a long time ago." They talked like that for a while, easy and unhurried, the conversation moving in no particular direction. Work. The pool. Some show she'd seen half of and he'd seen none of. It wasn't the talk of people who were building toward something. It was the talk of two people who were comfortable in the same room, which was its own kind of thing, and not nothing. When the conversation ran out naturally, Dominic closed the few inches between them. His hand slid under the hem of her oversized sleep shirt, found her breast, warm and unhurried. "Use this for me tonight." He moved her hand down to his lap, and even through the fabric she could feel him — the slow, building heat of it. "Yeah?" Valerie reached over and killed the lamp. Pulled back the covers and slid underneath, and brought her mouth to him instead. * * * The second time took longer. That was how it worked — the first round cleared the urgency, left something slower and more deliberate in its place. She used her mouth and her hands and eventually he pulled her up and finished it properly, and by the end her lower back ached in the specific way that reminded her of a bad kick-set at the pool, legs burning, arms braced, nothing left. She was still in the bathroom when she heard him moving around the bedroom. By the time she came out, toweling her hair, he was dressed — jacket folded over his arm, standing at the line where the bedroom light ended and the dark living room began. "I'm heading out," he said. He never stayed. That was part of the arrangement, unspoken and understood — like the no-kissing rule, like the way neither of them manufactured a goodbye that meant more than it did. "Okay," she said, already moving toward the bed. "Hit the living room light on your way out." She heard the click of it a moment later. Then the front door. * * * Monday morning came in like it always did — the city already loud by the time she was dressed, the towers around the financial district cutting the sky into shapes that didn't have names. Valerie had actually slept the full weekend, which almost never happened, and she felt it in her step getting off the elevator from the parking garage. The lobby elevator doors were just sliding shut when someone nearly walked into her — the firm's front desk coordinator, Ivy, clutching a coffee cup that sloshed dangerously close to the lid. Valerie steadied her by the elbow. Ivy exhaled, got her breath back. "Thank you. God." She pressed a hand to her chest. "Sorry, I need to get upstairs — Fred just texted, Mr. Prescott's coming in." Valerie glanced at her watch. "You've got ten minutes." "I need every one of them." Ivy was already moving toward the elevator. "I have to set up the conference room." Leland Group had been a firm client since before Valerie made associate. Dominic's company was the kind of account that kept the lights on — not just the work itself, but the referrals he sent their way, the introductions, the quiet word at the right dinner table. Fred handled the relationship personally, had for years. Valerie pulled out her phone on the elevator up. Nothing in the firm-wide channel. "Did he say what it's about?" Ivy shook her head, then: "Oh — there's also an intern starting." "An intern." "Mr. Prescott's nephew, apparently. Just finished school, just got back from abroad. Mr. Prescott wants him to spend some time here, get a feel for domestic practice before he goes in-house at Leland." The elevator hit twenty-three before she could ask anything else. Ivy peeled off toward the kitchen to start the tea service, and Valerie went to make coffee. She was still at the machine when she heard the front door. Dominic looked like a different person at work. He always did — the metal-frame glasses, the dark suit, the particular set of his jaw that said don't. The man who'd stood on her balcony in a bath towel was nowhere in evidence. In his place was someone whose expression had been ironed flat and pressed into place, all clean lines and cool remove. "Mr. Prescott," she said, when he passed the kitchen doorway. "Ms. Chapman." A nod. Perfectly calibrated. She glanced at the person behind him. Where Dominic was all precision, this one was a hoodie and joggers and spotless white sneakers, moving with the loose-limbed ease of someone who'd never had a reason to hold himself tight. Tall — six feet plus, easy — with the kind of build that suggested he'd played something in college and hadn't stopped since. He looked like he was somewhere between twenty-one and twenty-three, and he was looking around the office with the open, undefended curiosity of someone who didn't yet know he was supposed to look like he'd seen it all before. That had to be the intern. * * * The firm's back channel confirmed it within four minutes of Dominic disappearing into Fred's office: Wesley Conway, nephew, just landed, law degree from somewhere in the States, here for a couple months. Valerie opened her laptop and got to work. She was on her way out to a meeting when she passed Ivy giving the tour. Wesley was bent slightly at the shoulder, accommodating the eight-inch height difference, actually listening — not the performance of listening, but the real thing, eyes tracking, head tipped. He had Dominic's bone structure, she noticed. The same strong jaw, the same particular line of the brow. But where Dominic's face had settled into something controlled and impenetrable, Wesley's was still open, still legible. He hadn't learned yet how to make himself unreadable, or maybe he just hadn't decided to. He caught her looking. For a half-second he seemed surprised — and then he smiled, the expression moving across his face quickly and without calculation, and she saw the dimples, one on each side, and thought: well, that's going to be a problem for someone. Not her problem. She had a meeting. * * * Tuesday, he had a desk. It was better than he should have gotten — a semi-private office near Fred's end of the floor, glass walls on two sides, a big wooden worktable, a shelf of legal references that someone had clearly arranged to look impressive. The previous occupant had left a row of CDs along one shelf that no one had bothered to move. Valerie understood the logic. Dominic's annual billing justified a lot of goodwill, the office was sitting empty anyway, and the nephew of a VVVIP client didn't get the folding table in the copy room. Wesley was sitting alone in there when she walked by, turning pages in a document he wasn't really reading, glancing out through the glass at the rest of the floor with the expression of a man trying to look occupied. Fred had posted in the main channel that morning: Everyone, please feel free to loop Wesley in on anything he can help with. The message had been met with the specific silence of a group chat that had read something and collectively decided not to respond. The firm had seen this before — a well-connected kid, a two-month rotation, a departure before any real case concluded. You were polite. You had lunch. You made sure they left with a good impression, because good impressions compounded, and you never knew what someone's family would need in five years. But you didn't build your workflow around them. Wesley, apparently, had figured this out by mid-morning. Valerie was at her desk when she saw him stop at Amy's workstation. "Hey — Ms. Ramsey." He had his hands in his hoodie pocket. "Is there anything I can help you with?" Amy looked up. Blinked. Seemed to run a quick internal calculation between this is unexpected and it would be rude to say no. She slid a folder across the desk. "Could you make five copies of this?" He took it without complaint. Copies. Filing. Carrying things from one office to another. That was his morning. By noon, his desk was empty — but the kitchen wasn't. Valerie smelled it before she saw it: coffee, real coffee, the dark-roast kind that hit the back of the sinuses and made the whole room feel more awake. It was drifting down the hallway toward her office in a way that was almost aggressive. She got up. Wesley was at the counter with a pour-over setup he'd apparently sourced from somewhere, filling cups with the focused attention of someone who took this seriously. "I couldn't figure out how to actually help anyone," he said, without looking up, "so I figured at least I could do this." He held a cup out to her. "Try it." The liquid was black and very dark. She raised an eyebrow at him. He looked back at her with an expression that was half hopeful and half braced for bad news. She drank. "...That's actually good," she said. His whole face changed. The smile came back, wider this time, unguarded. "Yeah? Okay, good — I've been second-guessing the ratio all morning." He was already reaching for the tray. "I'll bring the rest around." He did. Within ten minutes the whole floor smelled like a coffee shop, and people had started appearing in the kitchen doorway with their empty mugs. Rhys called her into his office twenty minutes later. He was sitting back in his chair, cup in hand, looking thoughtful in the way he looked when he'd already made a decision and wanted to walk through the reasoning out loud. "Good coffee," he said. "It is." "He's not here to learn to make coffee, though." He set the cup down. "I need someone to take him on. Supervise him properly for the next couple months." Valerie saw where this was going. "There are people with more seniority." "There are people who'll park him in a corner and forget about him." Rhys tilted his head. "You're close enough to his age that it won't feel like babysitting. And he's from your hometown — I looked at his file." She went back to her desk and asked Ivy to send over Wesley's resume. It was fine. Not exceptional — a school that landed somewhere in the respectable-but-not-elite tier, law as his major, computer science as his minor, a list of internships that demonstrated initiative without demonstrating any particular direction. The kind of resume that said smart enough, trying hard, figuring it out. Without Dominic's name attached, it probably wouldn't have cleared the first round. She was scrolling toward the bottom when she stopped. High school: Fairmont No. 1. She read it again. Fairmont No. 1 High School. The top-ranked school in the neighboring district. The school where she'd spent three years, where she'd first met Dominic Prescott, where she'd been seventeen and the world had seemed like a problem she was about to solve. She sat with that for a moment. Then she closed the file and went back to work.
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