ELENA
I wish there was a way I could step out of my body and give myself some pretty good beating.
Enough to knock some sense into myself.
How could I have opened my legs again, for the same man that betrayed me? Indirectly sold me out to the Grants?
I still couldn’t understand what he meant when he said he intentionally put the Grants on my radar.
Did he mean he’d intentionally put me in danger, or he’d intentionally wanted me swallowed, crushed, spat out, smeared across the streets…?
Which was it?
I was just disappointed I’d let my body fall for his touch again. How could I let him touch me again, after finding out he was engaged? How could I let him touch me again without any real commitment?
Heaven knows I wasn’t doing s**t with him again. I would stab everywhere in my body
