'What the heck did I just say? Gosh, I feel so stupid. Please let the ground open and swallow me because it would be the perfect thing to happen right now. Why did that come out of nowhere?' I screeched in my head.
"What? You want to know if I find you attractive?" Sebastian blinked, confusion laced in his gaze and face.
"Forget about that. Just forget it. It was another of the crazy ideas my friend pumped into me and my daughter. She said you said this morning because you find me attractive, which is crazy, right? I mean, you obviously don't." I rambled, cringing at every word I said. What the hell was wrong with me?
"Can you give me a few seconds to calm my nerves?" I asked as I pressed my finger to my temple, massaging it.
"Ok," Sebastian nodded, not at all offended by my crazy
