I AM NOT GAY

episode 4

Eric pov

Well I knew he was angry but I never thought he would take his anger out of me like that or did I force him to cancel his work.No!. The reason I walked away, was because I was close to tears. I don't normally cry about things like that but the embarrassment of been shouted at, at the corridor almost made me curb. After walking out on him I went to the restroom to wash my face because I can't go about looking like a child who's mother has forgotten. This made me late for my next class but thank God the teacher allowed me to enter. I felt eyes of majority of my classmates following me to my seat but I kept my head bowed.

After the class I briskly walked out of the class because I don't want a part 2 of what happened earlier because I know that boy was not done, well 2 more classes to go before break I can do this.

Finally, break time I've been checking my wrist watch every seconds. Time to catch up with my friends, I don't really have that much friends but the few I have I cherish them. Because you know been a nerd, even though you're popular for been brilliant they just come to you when they need help with a classwork assignment or stuffs like that. I have 3 friends 2 are nerds like me but my best of best friends is Sarah she's not a nerd but she knows her way around me she knows when I wanna talk, when I need a break and we've been friends for a long period of time so she knows me inside out and so do I, because we agreed on not keeping secrets from each other.

One of my deepest secret which I kept with her because I knew she would understand me, was that I find both gender attractive when I first found out about this I felt disgusted with myself because it doesn't feel right to me, you know me growing a Christian but Sarah made me realize it's nothing to be ashamed of just teased me not to fall for her boyfriend Fred, well he's my best friend boyfriend so I wrote him off the list.

Where's this girl again, I know she's somewhere at the cafeteria eating because Sarah loves food more than anything, sometimes I think she loves food more than me. yh! I knew it, she was already eating when she looked up and saw me she wanted to talk but I made the sshhh sigh because her mouth was full. When she swallowed it, here the blabbing comes. I'm sorry I didn't finish my breakfast this morning and I also forget to take any snack with me, she continue talking, told her it was okay.

So how was your holiday, motion me to move closer found yourself any girlfriend or boyfriend? she said giggling. I gave her my annoyed look and scoff as if. If I open this my mouth and ask anyone out maybe the second coming of Christ is happening and I don't wanna die before telling my crush I love him/ her. I'm a really shy person so I don't really mingle like that.

Now back to present I ordered my food, ate and chatted throughout the break, told her about the trick I pulled on that Alex boy and we laughed together but the laughter stopped when I told her how he reacted, she wanted to confront him but I talked her against it telling her what I did was bad but she kept insisting that he went to far about it.

Break time is up, time for my next class I have to avoid that guy at all cost no cap