His Destination

CHAPTER:- 17

Animesh's pov

I grabbed my car keys from the table and moved towards the parking place of our apartment. Don't know why but I was feeling positivity around me after talking to Abhi.

The way he was speaking about Janu, sounded like he had known her better than me. But how could he know her so well? I guess I have to take his interrogation class after coming from college. For now I will go fast to college and talk with my Janu.

I played the radio while driving the car. It kind of refreshes my mind. The song was perfectly suited to my situation.

In the messed up situations of life, when a song matched with your feelings, it provided an unknown relaxation to the nervous heart. For a moment, that particular song became our best friend.

Dil Ka Dariya Beh Hi Gaya

(The emotions of my heart flowed away through tears.)

Ishq Ibadaat Ban Hi Gaya,

(And love became worship for me.)

Khud Ko Mujhe Tu Saunp De,

(Commit yourself to me, O deary.)

Meri Zarurat Tu Ban Gaya,

(You have become a necessity for me now.)

Baat Dil Ki Nazron Ne Ki,

(The feelings of heart, my eyes have expressed.)

Sach Keh Raha Teri Kasam,

(I am telling the truth, I swear in your name, my love.)

Tere Bin Ab Na Lenge Ik Bhi Dum,

(I will not take a breath of an ease without you. (I do not want to spend a single moment away from you.))

Tujhe Kitna Chahne Lage Hum,

(I have been loving you this much.)

Tere Saath Ho Jayenge Khatam,

(I will be with you till the end.)

Tujhe Kitna Chahne Lage Hum.

(I have been loving you this much.)

Baat Dil Ki Nazron Ne Ki,

(My eyes have expressed the feelings of heart.)

Sach Keh Raha Teri Kasam,

(I am telling the truth, I swear in your name.)

Tere Bin Ab Na Lenge Ik Bhi Dum,

(I will not take a breath of an ease till I am with you.)

Tujhe Kitna Chahne Lage Hum,

(That is how much I have been loving you.)

Tere Saath Ho Jayenge Khatam,

(I will be with you till the end.)

Tujhe Kitna Chahne Lage Hum.

(That is how much I have been loving you.)

Is Jagah Aa Gayi Chahatein Ab Meri,

(My love has reached at the point..)

Chheen Lunga Tumhe Sari Duniya Se Hi, (That now I can snatch you away from the whole world.)

Tere Ishq Pe Haan Haq Mera Hi Toh Hai

(It is only my right to have your love.)

Keh Diya Hai Ye Maine Mere Rab Se Bhi,

(I have told this to God as well.)

Jis Raaste Tu Na Mile,

(The path that does not lead to you.)

Uspe Na Ho Mere Kadam,

(I would never choose to walk on that path.)

Teray Bin Ab Na Lenge Ik Bhi Dum,

(I will take a breath of an ease till I have you.)

Tujhey Kitna Chahne Lage Hum,

(I have been loving you this much.)

Tere Saath Ho Jayenge Khatam,

(I will be by your side till the very end.)

Tujhey Kitna Chahne Lage Hum.

(I have been loving you this much.)

I listened the full song putting whole concentration of mine and slowly the distance covered. I reached near the college.

I moved inside the college after parking the car in the usual place of mine. I was moving inside when our guard uncle smiled looking at my direction. Even I returned the smile.

Everyone in this college loved me as their own son. Even I loved this college and it's people whole-heartedly, only one person was the exception there and at that time I was in a very good mood as I was going to meet my Janu. So I didn't want to talk about the person whom I never liked much.

I stepped inside the college and all the attention shifted towards me. Over all these years I became habituated of handling these kind of stares and attention which I got due to my handsome look and charming personality. I was not a self obsessed person, then what's the truth was truth only.

I was moving in the corridor. From that place I could easily see my Janu's class. I looked more sharply at that direction to find out her.

I knew about her usual seat which was the first bench. Such a studious girl she was! Soon I found her at the same seat. She was standing there. Her face was not visible to me as some girls were standing in front of her facing their back towards my direction.

I was about to call her name loudly, but stopped myself when I noticed that she was surrounded by the second year girls from Arts department. And I could easily identify one of them who was not other than Miss Kiara Randhawa. Today I was going to teach her along with her whole group a good lesson for messing up with my Janu.

But to their good luck, they noticed me beforehand only and one by one escaped from there. I decided to know the whole matter from my Janu first. Then I will see each of them personally.

I stepped inside the class room and everyone stand up showing me respect. I signed through my hands indicating all of them to sit down.

All the time, my gaze didn't move a bit from my Janu. She was standing like a statue looking at the entrance from where I entered a few minutes ago. I went near her but she remained in the same position continuing her starring session. I decided to call her in order to attract her attention.

"Janu..havi, Janhavi!" I was about to call her Janu, but corrected myself seeing the whole class's attention concentrated on us. I looked at her in a hope to listen her sweet voice, but she silently kept watching the entrance door.

"Janhavi Mishra!" I again called her out, but there was still no reaction from her side, and this continued for a number of times until I noticed faces of other students. They were actually suppressing their smiles looking at me.

"What? Is there something written on my face?" I asked them showing my face with the help of my own finger. While all of them shook their head conveying a no.

"Then look at your respective books." All of them looked down after hearing my shout, but still Janhavi had no movement. She was still standing there, fixing her gaze straight upon the door.

"Is the door more handsome than my face? She was looking at it constantly ignoring me." I scratched my jaw feeling jealous of the well-polished wooden door at my right side.

I leaned on the table and watched her beautiful face. God had to work overtime to made such a masterpiece. Everything on her face is beyond perfection.

My whole life time would be less to admire her, but at that time, I had another purpose to look after. I remembered why I had come here. I need my answers at any cost and that day I was going to get it from Janu.

I went near her and shook her shoulder breaking her thought process. She looked shocked after finding me in front of her. While I was actually enjoying her expressions.

"Hey Janu!" I called her casually and she looked shocked.

"Yes Sir." She stuttered badly while speaking two words only.

"Am I your lecturer?" I asked her sternly.

"No." She again replied stammering on the single word.

"Can't she said a single word with confidence!" I thought in my mind.

"Then why are you addressing me as Sir... Sir from the day one we met?" I said as if mocking her while she lowered her eyes.

This was enough for me. I mean why she was lowering her eyes when she has no fault. I hold her chin up but still she managed to look at the ground.

"Listen Miss Janhavi Mishra, never ever lower your gaze until and unless you are at the fault. As a human being we all have the basic right to look at the person while talking with them. So kindly please learn to use it." I said and left her.

I was about to move out of her class, but stopped on my track and turned around to find her still standing at the same position.

"What's her obsession with standing at that particular place." I was jealous, this time with the marble floor on which my Janu was standing from so long.

How lucky they were to be touched by her soft feet! I composed myself realising my weird thoughts. I was getting jealous of these non-living things.

I remembered about the main reason for which I came here and again went closer to her and said in a lower voice.

"And yeah.. Don't act like you don't know me. I am the same one who proposed you yesterday and now waiting for your answer. For now sit on your seat and come out from your dream world. Otherwise your lecturer is going to throw you out of his class." I said and moved out of the class.

I directly went to the back side of the college. It was my usual place and no one knew about it. I brought my guitar from the car and started to play my favourite tune.

After sometimes I heard a familiar footsteps approaching me. It stopped after sometime, but I can feel her presence behind me. This time I didn't stop and continued to describe my feelings through the song.