Anders' POV
I lied next to Beatriz, holding her tight against me as I waited for her breathing to get more profound and regular. I wished I could stay with her all night, but I knew if I did I wouldn’t be able to control myself. Being this close to her after what happened between us in my room was torture. I kept reliving the moment and feeling myself get hard again. I really needed a cold shower or to hum… relieve myself.
Also, I had not drunk the weird beverage Albert prepared for me, which meant if I fell asleep in bed with her right now, Freyr could take control. I really didn’t want that happening.
"You’re so stupid. You literally had her ready to mate with you and you turn her down because she's drunk? That’s pathetic."
"I like to think of it more like being a gentleman. Or even
