Signing Away Control
1451 Words
Debt of Desire
Chapter 2: Signing Away Control
Cami didn’t sleep much that night.
She sat on the edge of her narrow bed in the tiny apartment, the black folder open on her lap. Streetlight slipped through the blinds and painted thin yellow stripes across the pages. She read every line twice. Sometimes three times. The safe words stared back at her like lifelines—red, yellow, green. She could stop this anytime. That part felt important. Safe.
But the rest…
The rest described things that made her breath catch. Things like being naked on command. Being touched whenever he wanted. Being told exactly how to kneel, how to speak, how to come. No clothes in the apartment unless he said so. No phone calls without permission. No orgasms without asking first.
She closed her eyes and tried to picture it. Elias Voss standing over her, suit still perfect, voice calm while he gave orders. Her on her knees. Waiting. Wet already just from the thought.
Her hand slipped between her thighs before she could stop it. She was soaked. Embarrassingly so. She rubbed slow circles over her c**t, biting her lip so she wouldn’t moan too loud. In her head it was his hand instead. Long fingers. Sure. Knowing exactly how much pressure she needed. Telling her not to come yet.
She stopped right before the edge. Pulled her hand away. Heart pounding.
She couldn’t do this. Couldn’t sign something so raw.
But then she looked at the stack of final notices on the kitchen counter. The eviction warning taped to the fridge. The voicemail from the bank that played on loop in her mind.
She picked up the pen.
Her hand shook.
She wrote her name. Cami Monroe. Clean, careful letters. Then the date.
She stared at it for a long minute.
Then she closed the folder, slid it into her bag, and went to take a shower. Cold water. Trying to wash away the heat still pulsing low in her belly. It didn’t work.
At exactly eight p.m. the next evening, a black car pulled up outside her building. Sleek. Tinted windows. No logo. Just quiet money.
The driver—a tall man in a dark suit—opened the back door without a word.
Cami stood on the sidewalk for a second. Bag over her shoulder. Simple jeans and a soft gray sweater. No makeup. Hair loose. She hadn’t known what to wear, so she chose comfortable. Normal. Like she could still pretend this was just a meeting.
She got in.
The car smelled like leather and faint cologne. The driver closed the door. They pulled away smooth and silent.
Twenty minutes later they stopped in front of a tall glass building downtown. Private entrance. No doorman. Just a scanner that beeped green when the driver held up a card. Elevator straight to the top floor.
The doors opened into a hallway with black marble and soft gold lights. One door at the end.
It opened before she knocked.
Elias stood there. No jacket tonight. Just a white dress shirt with the sleeves rolled to his elbows. Dark pants. Barefoot. Somehow that made him look more dangerous. More real.
He looked her over slowly. Head to toe. No hurry.
“You signed,” he said. Not a question.
She lifted her chin. “I did.”
He stepped aside. “Come in.”
The apartment—penthouse, really—was huge and quiet. Floor-to-ceiling windows showing the city lights below. Dark wood floors. Low furniture in grays and blacks. A fireplace that wasn’t lit. Everything clean. Controlled. Like him.
He closed the door behind her. The lock clicked soft.
“Bag on the table,” he said.
She set it down.
He walked over, opened it, pulled out the contract. Flipped to the signature page. Studied her handwriting for a second. Then he signed below it. Same pen. Same steady hand.
He closed the folder. Set it aside.
“Now it’s official,” he said.
Cami’s mouth felt dry. “What happens next?”
“First rule.” He stepped closer. Close enough she could smell his skin—clean, warm, a little spicy. “When we’re alone, you call me Sir. Or Elias if I say it’s okay. Not Mr. Voss. Understand?”
She nodded. “Yes… Sir.”
The word felt strange on her tongue. Heavy. But saying it sent a shiver straight down her spine.
“Good girl.”
He said it low. Casual. Like it was nothing. But her knees went weak anyway.
“Second rule. Strip.”
Her breath caught. “Here? Now?”
“Yes.”
She looked around. The windows. The city right there.
“They’re tinted,” he said, reading her mind. “No one can see in. But even if they could, you’d still do it. Because you signed.”
Her hands moved before her brain caught up. She pulled the sweater over her head. Simple white bra underneath. Nothing fancy. She kicked off her sneakers. Socks next. Then jeans. Slow. Awkward. Standing there in just underwear and goosebumps.
He watched. Arms crossed. No smile. Just eyes that took in every inch.
“Everything,” he said.
She reached behind her back. Unhooked the bra. Let it fall. Breasts free. n*****s already tight from the cool air and his stare.
Panties last. She hooked her thumbs in the sides and slid them down. Stepped out. Naked. Completely.
She crossed her arms over her chest on instinct.
“Don’t,” he said. Sharp but quiet. “Hands at your sides.”
She dropped them. Heart slamming so hard she thought he could hear it.
He circled her once. Slow. Like he was inspecting something he’d just bought.
“Beautiful,” he murmured.
The word hit her low. Made her c**t throb.
He stopped in front of her again. Lifted her chin with two fingers so she had to look at him.
“You’re shaking,” he said.
“I’m… nervous.”
“I know.” His thumb brushed her bottom lip. “That’s okay. Tonight we start slow. But from this second on, your body belongs to me. Your pleasure. Your pain. Your orgasms. All of it. You don’t touch yourself without permission. You don’t come without permission. You don’t hide anything from me. Clear?”
“Yes, Sir.”
He leaned in. Mouth close to her ear. Breath warm.
“Get on your knees.”
She sank down. Carpet soft under her knees. Face level with his belt. She stared at the buckle. Shiny. Simple.
“Look up at me.”
She did.
His hand went to her hair. Gentle at first. Fingers threading through the strands. Then he tightened. Not hard. Just enough to hold her still.
“Open your mouth.”
Her lips parted.
He didn’t unzip. Didn’t pull anything out. Just looked down at her like that—mouth open, kneeling, naked, waiting.
“Good,” he said. “Stay like that.”
He let go of her hair. Stepped back. Walked to the couch and sat. Legs spread. Arms along the backrest. Relaxed. In control.
“Come here,” he said. “Crawl.”
Her face burned. But she did it. Hands and knees across the floor. Slow. Breasts swaying a little with each move. Ass up. Feeling his eyes on every part of her.
When she reached him she stopped between his legs.
He leaned forward. Cupped her cheek. Thumb stroking her jaw.
“Tonight you learn what it feels like to wait,” he said. “No touching. No coming. Just kneeling. Just being mine. If you’re good, maybe tomorrow I’ll let you taste me. Maybe I’ll touch you. But tonight…”
He slid his hand down her throat. Over her collarbone. Between her breasts. Lower. Stopped just above her mound.
“…tonight you ache for it.”
His fingers brushed her folds. Light. Barely there. She gasped. Hips jerked forward on instinct.
He pulled his hand away.
“No,” he said. “Stay still.”
She whimpered. Soft. Desperate.
He smiled for the first time. Small. Dark.
“That’s it,” he murmured. “Let me hear how much you want it.”
Then he leaned back again.
“Stay right there,” he said. “Knees apart. Hands behind your back. Eyes on me. Don’t move until I say.”
Cami obeyed.
Thighs trembling. Wetness slick on her inner thighs. n*****s aching. Every breath shallow.
He watched her. Quiet. Calm. Like he could do this all night.
And maybe he would.
Ninety days stretched out in front of her.
This was only the beginning.
And already she was lost.
- Writer
