“I need time to get up and get off the floor I need time to realize that I can't be yours I need time to give up just like before I love it how you knew I'd only come right back for more…” Lost in the Citadel - Lil Nas X March, 2137 Eveline Painting soothed me in parts. But not as much as I would like. It had been two days since I'd been holed up in the greenhouse inside my studio painting non-stop anything that came to mind, my only break was to go out to shower and eat something in the kitchens with Grace before disappearing again. My father didn't even bother to go into crisis as the reports and other documents that were required came and went without delay while I took my breaks from painting to work on them and Scott came to pick them up at lunchtime and we took the opportunit

