TRIGGER WARNING: mentions of preconception, homophobia, contain mature content and fool language. “And all the ones that love me they just left me on the shelf No farewell So before I save someone else, I've got to save myself…” Save Myself - Ed Sheeran March, 2137 Eveline After talking to Anne I went to take a shower and get ready for the reception trying to hold back the tears that came to my eyes all the time. The redhead noticed but remained silent and I muttered an apology for being in a lot of pain physically and mentally. Which wasn't a lie. My back had started to heal as well as the gunshot wounds and I would get out of bed and walk every day with the help of pain pills that were already totally wearing off after several days of taking so many. In the end I ended up we

