I don't know what had started to change in me to have me acting so out of character or reckless.
Maybe I had just finally had enough !
I wasn't some badass all of a sudden, I was still terrified inside.
But maybe that terror was slipping away slowly, hopefully.
I stomped over to the counter where cups and bottles were all set up with mixers and kegs were set on the floor.
I didn't reach for a cup, I grabbed the closest bottle of whatever it was and snatched it and continued out of the kitchen on to a desk and into the back, I'd say, garden. It wasn't it was just ope land. People were out here drinking and chilling and surrounding a fire pit. Eyes looked up at me, some widened in recognition, others looked on curiously, I had just stomped out angry with a full bottle of liquor in m
