I didn't want to mope around the house today, I was feeling a little closed in. So, I headed out for a walk. I put my earphones on and played my music and went towards the park. Of course, my head never stooped producing thoughts the whole way there, even with the music blaring in my ears. Last night had been perfect for me. They joked saying it was quick and teenish on their part. But I had like that about it, I hadn't felt like I was so inexperienced. They said it was because of me that it was quick for them. Could I really have such an effect that, by others words, they were two gods of s*x, and they had crumbled into excitable teen boys again because of me ? We could never take this back now, even if I said never again, we can't do it again because of our family life. We couldn't

