My night was restless, I hardly slept.
I couldn't believe what had happened, what I had let happen.
I let them go down on me, I kissed Toby. My first kiss was with my stepbrother. The first guy to taste me realistically was also Toby. He had tasted me off of his own fingers. Trent was the first to lick me down their, first to finger me. Toby to suck and lick my breasts.
I have just given so many of my firsts to the guys I hate the most. The two men that will probably be the men that have made me cry the most ever. I can't imagine any other guy will make me cry as much as those two have over the years.
I had heard them disappear this morning to work, and only then did I come out of my room.
I moped round the house like a ghost. I was so confused, so overwhelmed and over stimulated
