Its been one week since I've come home to him; Lionel. Wala eh, panalo siya, ang galing mam-blackmail! But since he treated me good, I have no problems dealing with him, although at times may mga moody moments din siya at mas dinaig pa ang babaeng may dalaw, okay lang! Kaya ko naman siyang pakisamahan, yun nga lang; we always end up in bed, in the shower room, at the couch, at the kitchen and for pete sake! Pati fire exit ng building hindi namin pinalampasan. Those were new for me, pero I admit I enjoyed every thing Lionel does to me, every thing that he taught me as in everything. Sometimes gusto kong isipin na bagong kasal lang kami pero kinakastigo ko lang ang sarili ko sa bandang huli. Mahirap na! MAHIRAP ANG UMASA.
I got up out of bed, mag-isa na lang ako nang ako'y magising. Hinayaa
