Pinagbukas niya ako ng pinto, I mean this guy. Lionel, that's his name. Narinig kong sabi niya ka Bambie. Bagay sa kaniya, kasi para siyang lion, waiting to eat his prey, ewan ko pero parang na-e-excite ako. Sh*t Heleina don't be like this as if wala kang ipinagkaiba sa mga babaeng kasama mo kanina dun. Dalagang filipina! Dalagang filipina! Isaksak mo sa kukote mo!
"Come..." I heard him mutter. He even held his hand para akayin ako palabas ng kotse. Nasa garage kami ng building, siguro dito siya nakatira. "Sige Conrad, you can go take your rest pagkatapos mo diyan, I'll call you when I need," his voice was calm but there's authority in it.
"Yes Sir." I heard his driver answered.
"Come Heleina, let's go." He said to me, akala ko ay alalayan niya ako papuntang private lift, tsk! Napaka-ungentleman naman, nilagpasan ako at nagpati-unang maglakad. "Don't you stand there, halika na." Naku naman! Nakakatakot 'tong lalaken 'to. "O-oo I'll be right behind you," sagot ko.
Walang imik kaming pumasok sa private lift, pinindot niya ang numero kung saang floor kami pupunta. Napansin ko ang kaniyang kamay, so manly pero makikita talaga ang diperensiya na pinanganak itong mayaman. The elevator started to move upward, ganun na lang ang aking pagkamangha nang sumunod na view, transparent ang wall nito kaya kitang-kita ko ang magandang tanawin ng ma-ilaw na ciudad.
"Like the view?" He asked from behind. "Yes...it's so beautiful!" Ngumiti ako. I turned to look at him. He was leaning againts the wall, crossed arms and hazel nut colored eyes we're on me. I don't know why pero nag-init ang pisngi ko.
"Tell me Heleina, bakit nandun ka sa klaseng lugar na 'yon?" Sita niya sa akin. I bit my lower lip, sh*t I don't know pero kasali ba ang interview sa mga ganitong gawain. "I- I... Because I need that money..." I whispered at nagbaba ng tingin.
"I heard that b*llsh*ts many times already, I mean come on! All those f*ckin b*tches are there for money," he chuckled. Tsk! How could this man be so sarcastic, pero sabagay hindi ko siya masisisi.
"It's too personal, I can't tell. I'm sorry." I answered him straight forward. Ayokong malaman niya ang dahilan, ayokong ma-attached siya sa...wait did I say attached? Ay nevermind. Basta ayoko, okay na yung alam niyang Heleina ang pangalan ko.
"Hmmm...okay," he said while rubbing his chin with his thumb and forefinger. Ano kaya tumatakbo sa isip ng taong 'to.
Ting!
"We're here..." He whispered. Bigla akong kinabahan. Ilang minuto o oras ba ay gagawin na namin ang mga ginagawa na dapat lang ang mag-asawa ang gumagawa. I felt his warm hands around my waist, escorting me to his place, his room, his bed... Ay ano ba?! Bakit kinikilig ano! Please Heleina! Wala kang dapat ikilig!
We entered his place, ang ganda! Glass windows, mas maganda ang view dito sa taas ng kaniyang unit kesa sa elevator, and speaking about his unit ang laki nun, parang...parang kaniya ang buong floor.
"Feel free," binitawan niya ako. Saan siya punpunta. "Wait here, I'll be back." Wow! As if nababasa niya nasa isip ko. Tumango ako, hinatid ko lang siya ng tingin. Nilibot ng aking mata ang lugar, it's so manly. All were in shades of gray and black, mapa-furnitures at mga abubot---you know mga vase, figurines and etc and etc.
Umupo ako sa malaking couch niya, nakakapagod mag-heels kaya tinanggal ko yon. I leaned back, ang sarap lang mag-relax, just then before I closed my eyes narinig ko ang yabag nito si Mr. Lion este Lionel. May dala siyang dalawang wine glass at isang bote ng wine. Anong klaseng wine kaya yan? Di bale, iinom ako. I need to take some shots para naman may powers ako.
"Sleepy?" He asked as he's nearing. "Nope, napagod lang but am not sleepy..." Totoo naman yun, paano ba maging sleepy eh may kasama akong, well kasama ko siya. Ngayon ko lang siya nakilala tapos later we will be ahmmm...
"Shot?" Alok niya. "Yes please..." I muttered, pero mahina lang. Nakakahiya baka sabihin niyang umiinom talaga ako.
"Do you occassionally drink?" Lalakeng 'to oo! Bakit ba ang daming tanong.
"No... Actually I don't, but I'll have it exemptional tonight." Saan ko ba nakukuha ang tapang sumagot dito, hindi pa nga ako nakainom pero parang may espirito na ako ng alak.
"Why? Masarap kaya ang uminom. It relaxes you."
"I just don't like drinking... And liqour makes people feel sexy... Ahmmm.. You know what I mean." Umandar na pagka-maria clara ko. He's laughing. Tsk! Nakakatawa ba sinabi ko.
"Here..." Inabot niya ang isang basong sinalin niya ng alak. Red wine siguro 'to. Whatever! Eto na, mahigpit ang hawak ko sa baso. To drink or not to eto na Heleina... Here goes...
"Good girl... How does it taste?" His baritone voice that sounds like music to my ears. Ninamnam ko ang lasa ng alak, hmmm... Not bad masarap naman, sweet and bitter but with an intense feeling na may hatid na pampainit sa katawan.
"It tasted fine... Can I have another one?"
"Sure..." He poured out a some more in my glass, but his eyes were on my eyes---staring. Bakit parang nakangiti ang mga mata niya. Sh*t baka may nilagay siya sa inumin ah!
"Don't worry, hindi ko ugaling maglagay ng kung ano sa inumin ng tao. And I don't f*ck when my partner's asleep!" What the hell! Gusto ko na talagang paniwalaang may mental telekinesis. Tsk! Tska napakabastos naman ng mouth nito. Dahil sa nakakagulat ang taong to, tinungga ko lahat ng laman. "Hey... Easy! Ayokong malasing ka."
"I... I'm sorry..." Sagot ko, nag-iwas ako ng tingin, hinuhubad na ata ako ng lalakeng 'to at hindi ko mapigilan ang pamulhan ng mukha.
"It's okay... So ano? Let's proceed?" Tanong niya, I know what he means. Tinitigan ko siya, slowly... I nodded.
He stood up, nilahad ang isang kamay sa harapan ko. Tinanggap ko iyon, at inalalayan niya akong makatayo, leaving my heals behind. I can feel the coldness of the floor. We walked in straight right in front a big door. This might be his room, of course it's his room. Who would this be?! Silly me.
"Pasok ka na... Take your time to get ready." He whispered to my ears. I can feel his warm breath touchinf my skin that gives me some kind of excitement. He cupped my face with his one hand, ang init ng kaniyang kamay o sadyang nag-iinit na rin ako. Oh d*mn this man! As of he's bewitching me. Bago ko maiawang ang aking mga labi para magsalita, he kissed me! That fast? I didn't see him come! His lips were on my lips sof as a feather and he's slowly brushing it to mine. Hindi ko 'to first kiss, pero bakit parang first kiss ang dating.
I could taste the sweetness of the wine a while ago we are drinking, he entered his little tongue inside my mouth exploring, tasting and letting me taste what his mouth taste like. Oh heaven! Before I could fall dahil sa nanganagtog ang aking mga tuhod, I reached out my arms and wrapped it around his neck, and I am responding to his kiss. Our bodies are close enought to each other, tanging mga saplot lang ang nakaharang. I wonder how it is to do with him.
I felt his smile in the middle of our kiss, to dismayed akala ko yun na ang simula hindi pa pala. He stopped, nakatitig kami sa isa't isa.
"We need to stop, we don't need to hurry." He murmered. I turned away may gaze---nakakahiya! "Hey," he lifted my chin, para magsalubong ang aming mga mata. "Nothing to be ashamed of okay?" I nodded.
"Get in... I'll see you later... You can have your shower first.."
"O-okay..." Kumalas ako sa pagkakalabit sa kaniyang leeg.
He opened the door for me, I walked in. He didn't follow me, tumambad sa aking mga mata ang isang king sized bed, as usual shades of gray and black. Well carpeted ang floor kung saan naroon ang kama.
Sa kaniyang silid may dalawang pintuan, nacurious ako at isa-isang binuksan.
This man is pretty rich! Ang banyo nito? Wow! Kasinglaki ng kanilang salas sa bahay. May bathtub na kansya ang dalawang tao, may shower, ay basta ang ganda. (Lol! Hihihi)
The other door? Sinong mag-aakalang may sarili siyang shopping center sa loob ng kaniyang kwarto? De biro lang, walk-in closet niya kaso nagmumukhang shopping center dahil sa laki at sa maraming damit. May klase-klaseng suit, pants, shirts, polos, sandos, shorts, shoes, and...briefs! And... Boxer shorts!
Hmmm... I wonder, how big it is? Makakaya ko kaya? Aaahh!!! Erase! Erase! Heleina! Gosh! Nagiging maniac ka na!
Lumabas ako ng closet niya. Nagmumukha akong inspector na nililibot at tinitignan kung anong meron sa loob ng kaniyang silid.
Until something caught my eyes...
May larawan siyang nakapatong sa mesa, he's d*mn really handsome. Siguro ang daming humahabol at nagkakandarapa sa kaniya. How many women did he took in his bed? Napangiwi ako sa isipang iyon.
What are you thinking Heleina?! Snap out of it! Si mommy! Your mother's in the hospital at kailangan ka niya! Kaya don't think about those girls na humahabol kay Lionel.
Speaking about Lionel, sabi niya ay maghanda ako at babalik siya...
Makaligo na nga...
Itutuloy