Cannibalistic (Book Two of A Bloodline's Saga)

Birthday and Drugs

I find myself

Trapped in reality

Nowhere to run

Confined to insanity

Broken Down

Cracking my eyes open to my tent being shaken and "happy birthday" being sung all around, Liam and I are quick to throw some clothes on and tell them they can come in.

The first thing that comes to my head are the events from last night, the way Liam and I kept trying only he couldn't get it hard enough to go in. So we stuck to teasing each other before passing out and now the rest you know.

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY DICKFACE!" Amelia shouts while throwing herself onto us, my mind knowing instantly that she hasn't slept at all and wonder if she will even make it through tonight or even tomorrow.

Looking at the drained yet energetic faces of my other fellow friends, I hope if they too have slept or were up all night also trying to be quiet yet get laid at the same time.

"Thanks guys, you didn't have to." I croak out with a chuckle and itch the back of my head when presents are thrown my way.

Finding that everyone has put in to get me a shirt from each of the bands that we saw yesterday, I give them all an awkward hug considering the size of the tent, Liam and I finally making our way out until having something to eat for the first time in a while.

"Even if you're not hungry just eat, you will need it trust me." Liam states when we start slapping some sandwiches and whatnot together to go around, everyone taking one and slowly forcing it down until an hour or so later we're busting out more drinks for those who can stand the sight of alcohol.

Me on the other hand am waiting this one out though Liam is having a good old time drinking again, my mind wondering how the f**k he can do that only I'm distracted by Amelia and Blair laughing away and having their own conversation.

Heading over and taking a seat with them, they greet me before filling me in that Amelia and Noah finally got together last night and actually had s*x instead of foreplay like usual.

Blair is happy to announce that she's happy her and Mitch have decided to not be so awkward towards one another, meaning she's pretty open about what they did last night and I'm starting to get a little jealous that Liam wasn't able to.

Like don't get me wrong it was good and all, I just don't understand how the other guys could and he couldn't. 

With my brain starting to tick away with thoughts of him maybe not liking me as much as he thought he did and was using the drugs as an excuse, I start to feel my feelings towards him change a little though not much considering I can't really go off some random thought.

So keeping it in the back of my mind for now, I clear it in favour of having a good birthday, my phone buzzing in my pocket helping me further to pull me out of my shitty thoughts to see it's Mum calling. 

"Hey Mum."

"Happy birthday Ida!"

"Thanks Mum, thanks Dad!"

"You're alright sweetie how's everything going?"

"Good Mum, just woke up actually and are taking things slow. We had a bit of a big one last night."

"See I told you!"

"Thanks Dad."

"No but its good you're having fun, you feeling homesick still?"

Remembering the texts I was sending her on the way up to the festival as well as some of the random ones during that had her and dad laughing and wondering if I was more than drunk, I blush a little but keep my mind from wandering too far down memory lane.

"I always will be but I'm having fun to keep me distracted for now."

"That's good to hear, well your father and I won't keep you long but we love you and remember, stay safe and ring us if you need anything. Also keep me updated on anything." 

"Yes Mum I love you and love you too Dad."

"Love you too."

"Love you too Ida.

"Okay byyyeee."

With a giggle and laugh from them on the other end the phone call is ended and I'm able to enjoy my birthday, my eyes glancing down at the ring Dad bought me and the tear drop amethyst necklace Mum bought me and somehow summoning back the homesick feeling even more.

"You alright Ida, you look a bit down?" Ankara asks when she comes over to see who I was on the phone to. 

"Yeah I'm fine I was just receiving the annual "happy birthday" phone call from Mum and Dad." I chuckle while showing her my phone before pocketing the item and following her back to the smouldering campfire.

"Good now you can come and enjoy your birthday even more, you keen for a drink?" she questions then presents a can of alcohol flat in the palm of her hand.

"I guess I could go for another drink, but I honestly feel like I could go for a pick me up." I admit which a line of speed does probably sound a bit better than a can of alcohol at this point.

"Ooo good idea, go and see if Liam has anymore and let me know if he wants to give out any." she grins with a wink and finger pistols, my face and body returning the same gesture before I'm off finding Liam f*****g around in our tent.

"Hey I was wondering if you were down for a little more?" I request in a small voice, witnessing as he stops his search for something for a split second to grin at me.

"That's exactly what I'm looking for. The others want some more, I've got plenty." he offers after making a sound that I assume means he's found what he's been searching for.

"Yes actually, that was another thing I was gonna ask, the others were wondering if they could have some as well." I chuckle nervously as Liam motions for me to close the tent.

"I'll take it out with us but first I wanna do something." he murmurs and all of a sudden the joking around has stopped and my waist is met with his, only there's something hard sticking out and my heart instantly skips a beat.

"Right now?" I breathe and peer behind me to double check the door is zipped up.

"Yeah I mean we managed to sleep enough off, well I did for it to work, so you want to try now or-" my lips on his cuts his next words off and we're fumbling for the buttons on our pants from last night.

Hearing them hit the floor and knowing that we aren't going to be disturbed due to Liam promising me it will be quick yet worth it, we're under the covers and feel a little odd to be doing it in the day considering everything I've done with Liam has been at night time.

With everything off from the waist down on both of us, I feel him about to enter when I for some reason blurt out that I'm a virgin.

"I know but are you worried about that?" he questions lowly, his emerald eyes locked onto mine and my hand reaching up to play with the messy mousy brown fringe stuck against his sweaty forehead.

"No." I squeak before having his lips on mine and him enter at the same time.

I can't help the pained sound coming from the back of my throat, Liam stopping instantly and making sure I'm okay until getting the go ahead.

Within second I'm enjoying it more than the foreplay and I'm starting to think that maybe we shouldn't have drugs due to more of this later would be nice.

"We can't take drugs; there is no way I am waiting till tomorrow morning." I complain but moan every now and then when he moves a certain way.

"Trust me, if we take them now and no more for a bit then I can guarantee it will work then." he assures me when he starts to go faster.

For some reason we're both giggling but not for long when we are both on the verge and his hand comes down to perform a similar movement his mouth did Thursday night, my eyes staying shut the faster and harder he goes until we're both done.

Staying there for a bit he pulls away just enough to give me a kiss and move his hand so he's able to balance himself properly.

"So how was that?" he asks awkwardly though doesn't move still, my body wrapping around his as I snuggle my face into his chest.

"I take that as good now come on you, we better get out and give these people their drugs before they start demanding them." he chuckles and I instantly let go with a kiss placed on my lips seconds later, my eyes following as he gets up after tracking down his underwear.

"That and I have to pee." he adds with both laughing loudly and sharing a grin.

"Cool, let's go. I'm kind of in need of a line now thanks to you. I think I feel tired more than I did when I woke up." I yawn as we exit the tent and are greeted by the others.

"There they are what took you guys so long?" Mitch demands whilst Dalton informs him to set it up in his tent after Liam shows him his full hands.

"No s**t aye! What were you doing, cooking the s**t?" Noah jokes and Beau follows Liam to the tent with me left standing here laughing and pondering simultaneously what the girls are up to.

"They're having a shower in the river a few hundred meters down, I'm sure Liam can show you." Mitch supplies after he finds me scanning for the girls.

"Thanks Mitch, just point me in the direction and I'm sure if I just head straight I'll find them." I assure him and with that, he points straight ahead and tells me just to keep going.

So gathering my toiletries and whatnot, I come out to find the boys are going to come with and are apparently saving me the hassle of getting myself lost.

"Ever been fingered in the water?" Liam murmurs near my ear when we're only meters away from the river and the voices of Blair, Ankara, Amelia and Esther are now coming into earshot.

"Liam stop!" I gasp but can't help the grin trying to make its way through the blush that's heating my entire face and being.

"What, I was only asking." he cackles evilly as he comes up behind me to rub his still remaining boner on me. 

"Put it away for now, I'm sure it'll be out soon enough." I tease then push my butt off of him and begin to dress down.

Jumping in with only my bra and underwear like the others, I wash off last night's sweat and hop out after having to wash my hair away from the river.

Finding a secluded place in the woods to get dried and dressed in with Liam's help, we're both ready to go back to the campsite to dump our s**t down and get ready for another full day of moshing and whatnot. 

"Alright so everyone is washed, pumped a little from the speed and ready to go?" Liam announces when we're all about to start the process of getting into our assigned cars, everyone shouting "yes" or shooting him a thumb up for confirmation.

"Great so you're all keen to drop another pill or nah?" he questions while holding the large bag of pills up for everyone to see.

Another round of agreement from us and we're each given another pill, my insides churning with excitement for that feeling of euphoria to hit me once again and I'm not hesitating on swallowing it down.

"Awesome let's go!" Noah shouts after clapping his hands and jingling his car keys.

"Woooh!" I shout and throw my arms in the air before climbing into Dalton's car.