The Vampire Queen

Chapter Fifteen

Greyson P.O.V

Its been three weeks, three weeks since I saw her, three weeks since I saw her broken, all because I was stupid, all because I was a coward and couldn't, no wouldn't tell the others about her, about us. 

Ive been a mess. I cant think straight. the pain was unbearable at first and all I kept thinking was, she's feeling this too and its because of me. the moment I kissed Riley I broke the bond and now I doubt I'll ever get it back. 

My friends and pack mates know somethings up, but they don't know what. they don't know what I did and if they did I doubt they would look at me the same. 

I'm a shell of my old self, I can barely eat or sleep, every time I close my eyes I see her face. I see the shock and then the hurt she felt before she ran away.

"yo, Greyson , its time to go, we going to be late if you don't get down here" Colton shouts up to me in my room.

I sigh and grab my back and head down. Ive only been going to college in the hopes that I'll see her again, even if its from a distance, at least it will make the pain stop for a second.

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the campus is crawling with people chatting and laughing with each other and the sky was clear and warm but to me everything felt dull and gloomy because she was my light, cliché I know but its true. 

without her I don't think anything will feel the same again. I remember how her black hair would shine and her eyes would twinkle in the sun. how she would gaze out at the sea or how her laugh sounded so soft yet full of life. 

As if the memory of her summoned it, I could faintly smell her in the air. could almost feel her presence, but it must be an illusion as she hasn't been back in weeks and probably wont ever come back. Even though I knew she wouldn't be here I couldn't help but look around to try and see her.

while scanning the groups of people chatting, I catch a glimpse of a girl with black hair cascading down her back. her tiny frame easily weaving around people and disappearing through the main buildings door.

  Without thinking I rush to the main entrance and look around trying to catch a glimpse of her, If I can catch up to her maybe she will hear me out, maybe I can fix this, but while scanning the crowded corridor some one touches my shoulder and I turn my head to look at the.

"hey, you good?" Colton frowns at me while moving to stand infront of me.

"where'd she go?" I ask while I continue to look for her.

"who? what does she look like?" already Colton is scanning the crowd with me even though he has on clue who I'm looking for or what she looks like.

"no one" I mutter as I turn and head to class, maybe I just imagined her.