Hello" I answered the unknown number but very well-known voice started to shout at me. "What the f**k is your problem? Are you avoiding me?" Manik asked me the same question for which I am still not aware of answer. "You are not your usual self Nandhini, what b****y happened to you?" I replied with by silence not there I don't want to talk to him but I don't know what to talk. Once again I become the same Nandhini, who think lot, analyse in her mind a lot before speaking. I was never being that Nandhini to my close friends and I was not the reserve Nandhini especially to Manik, even in our initials days when I hate his guts. This factor really feels strange to me that I never let my guard down and act care free with strangers or the people to whom I have not felt comfortable with,

