My friends are demons

The feeling

In all this time, my mind didn't stopped wondering why Sid didn't unblocked me yet, why he didn't tryed to contact me, and how he is right now. I kept feeling strange when i was thinking about him, like having flashes with him being there, smiling, even waving at me, even we haven't met in real, or knowing how he looks like, he never sent a photo of himself. I had flashes how he keeps me in his arms, how he smells, how he's there for me in my hard period durring the painful breakup that i was going trought. Strange, i tought. I don' t even know how he looks like. But in the flashes that i was having them when i was thinking at him, he was tall, brunette, black eyes and athletic, his smile was the most sincere and beautiful that i ever seen. I talked with my becomed best friend Dalia about him, asking her to talk with him, maybe finding the reason for not being curios to unblock me. She did. His answer was that made my heart to feel an uncommon pain. : I don't have what to talk with her anymore. I cried.