Her death to my blood

Sweet melody

" Camellia ! You can't go out with that young man.  You told me that he just asked you for a out for some kind of a thing like watching stars . Then you and him planned to go to a pub . Did you take your father as a joke ? You won't go anywhere. " .  " But daddy,  it's a pub only for teenagers.  You promised me dad . Why can't I go with him ? "  " honey you just can't go out with a random young man in this city.  O.K.? Daddy loves  you so mach . Do you Know that guy ?" . " Actually he is from my class and he is a nice deasant boy ."  At this time her father has already known about the danger for their lives  which is infront of them . He couldn't stay still until something would happen to her . This deprivation  was a huge tremendous shock and a unbearable agony for Camellia  ' s heart . She couldn't bear this deprivation and fell in knees and cried .

                                                                 "Why can't I go out with Jeamin.  I love him " I thought in my mind.  I have already promised Jeamin that I would come. He will definitely come home to escort me . If he come , my father will definitely be nervous and angry . He might have even say some heart breaking words to Jeamin. "  I can 't let that happen. "  I thought. Now it's 5.30 pm . Jeamin may be on her way. I should stop him coming  home. So I just went to the flower  lane which was leaded to my cabin. So I just made up my mind to go outside to  tell Jeamin that I would not be able to come the dance.  But my heart was in so pain . I just put up a white frock which was so simple.  My mother has written about this frock in her diary as the frock which she wore when she first sighted her love. I just put some rose power to cover my sadden face and put my necklace and slowly stepped out of my house with the tickets without telling the daddy ."Oh ! my God!  " . He was totally handsome in her suit . He had his own fashion wearing a shirt with jacket , matching shoes , trousers and of course a wrist watch . He had also brought a bouquet of white and red tulips.  He was so surprised to see me at this place and I could see his happiness through his eyes . He enthusiastically stepped towards me and offered the beautiful flower bouquet with a warm huge . This was my first hug from a male except my father. Hey ! You readers  may think that I am so unpopular and a goblin who  even haven't had a hug from a boy . The reason was I was  just uneasy and uncomfortable with boys as they made fun of me. 

But Jeamin was totally opposite of them . I could feel his warmth and his heart beat . I could smell his sweet cologne.  Its  fragrance was so romantic yet so refreshing and masquilin. How can I say that my father restricted me going out with Jeamin for the dance? I just started to mumble about that  I would not be able to attend  and suddenly he just pull me  closer and took one step while keeping his eyes locked on mine and saying let the sound of your heart to be our guide." Do you believe in me ? " , he asked. " yes , with all of my heart " was my answer. " Then why do you bother so much ? I don't want to hurt you or damage or alter  the love between a daughter and a father . It's ok . Let's do that on another day " ,he said. My heart was fluttering.  How a boy be this much lovable and good . I was still looking at his eyes . They were so kind and pretty and my heart didn't want to make them wet with tears of broken promises . So I just grabbed his and and started to run . I didn't know what I was doing or where should I go but I just wanted  to keep my promise to dance with him . Suddenly he just stopped and made me stop too. He pulled my and softly towards him  and asked me that whether I was ok and certain about my desition . I was already overdosed by his kindness and affection and I said him that lets have this dance. His faced told me a lot of things that couldn't be expressed with words. I was so happy to have a person like him as my love.  

Then We headed to the southern boarder of the city where the woods began. He told me that he knew a nice beautiful place in the woods and it was known by nobody.  Through out our walking we were holding hands . His hands were freezingly cold . But he told me that my warm hands made him feel good and warmer.  We were smiling with each other . He took me to that amazing place.  Truly it was  untouched by humen . It was clean and  It still had the pure soul of the woods .  Though     the surrounding was dark this place was utterly magical .

"My first kiss   "