Chapter 25:
Nathan CoxCharleston, SC, McGowan Estate, 1843
In the Gowan sister's home, the only home Nathan's ever known, he takes solace in the private library among books he's read many times, escaping scathing slurs and watchful eyes of servants. Names they'd never say in front of the Gowan sisters—yellow baby, misfit, house n****r—are only a few insults they sling with loathing. He doesn't understand their hatred. From what he sees, the Gowan family treats them well. He assumes their hatred is because of his mixed blood.
He was told by Melissa he's of her family but never learned the fate of his mother. She only said her whereabouts must remain secret for your protection. He dislikes the secluded privilege. His speech and mannerisms belong to a white world. He respects and loves the
