I'm Not Her
Liv
I've never minded being alone before. In fact, as an introvert, I always preferred it. But I'm currently going out of my mind. I've never hated the constricting walls of my apartment so much in my life.
I haven't heard his voice in over two months. Felt his touch. Kissed his lips.
It's been the worst two months of my life.
He may have pushed me away but I'm just as to blame for us not being together.
Stupid.
Weak.
Juvenile.
A big fat immature asshole who can't stand up and fight.
What made it even worse? I lost my job. I've never been fired from a job before but apparently not reporting in for a few weeks (okay, five) makes them wonder about how much loyalty a person has to their company.
I pace the apartment, antsy and irritated with myself. I feel like I'm comi
