Variables can't control

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(Adriana Vale’s POV) I don’t get distracted. That’s what I’ve always believed. Distractions are for people who don’t know what they want. People who let emotions interfere with logic, who mistake curiosity for importance. I am not one of them. And yet- “President?” I blink. The council room comes back into focus. Papers neatly arranged in front of me. Voices quiet. Waiting. All eyes on me. Right. Meeting. I straighten slightly in my seat, masking the brief lapse. “Continue.” One of the officers clears their throat and resumes speaking, but I only catch fragments. Budget. Event planning. Deadlines. Words I’ve processed countless times before without effort. Today, they feel distant. Like background noise. Annoying. Unnecessary. Because my mind is somewhere else. Luna Reyes. The name settles in again, uninvited but persistent. I don’t understand it. I’ve already gathered the data and analyzed her records. Observed her behavior. She’s consistent. Disciplined. Intelligent. Nothing extraordinary. And yet she disrupts something in me that shouldn’t be disrupted. That alone makes her worth studying. “President Vale?” I looked up again. They’re waiting. Again. I exhaled quietly, tapping my pen once against the table. “We’ll finalize the details by Friday. Make sure everything is aligned with the schedule.” They nod. The meeting moves forward. Efficient. Controlled. Everything returned to normal. Except me. By the time the meeting ended, I hadn’t lingered. I never do. There’s no reason to. But today I find myself walking slower than usual. The hallway is quieter now, most students are already in class. My footsteps echo lightly against the floor, steady and measured. I know where I’m going. I just haven’t admitted it yet. I pass by one classroom. Then another. Until I stop. Through the window, I see her. Luna Reyes sits near the window again, sunlight falling across her desk. Her head is slightly tilted as she reads, her pen resting between her fingers. Focused and Unbothered. As if the world outside that page doesn’t exist. I shouldn’t be here. There’s no logical reason for me to stand in a hallway, watching someone who shouldn’t matter beyond academic ranking. And yet, I don’t move. Instead, I observe. Her posture hasn’t changed much from yesterday. Same position. Same quiet presence. Patterns. There are always patterns. But Luna is consistent in a way that feels intentional. I narrow my eyes slightly. You make yourself invisible. That thought has been repeating in my mind since yesterday. Not because she blends in but because she chooses to, and that is far more interesting. “President Vale.” I didn’t react immediately. But I feel it. That shift. That presence. I turn my head slightly. She’s there. Closer than I expected. Luna Reyes stands a few steps away, her gaze steady, unreadable as ever. For a moment, neither of us speaks. Then, “You’re doing it again.” Her voice is calm. Flat. But not indifferent. I tilt my head slightly. “Doing what?” She doesn’t hesitate. “Watching.” Direct. I almost smile.“Observing,” I correct.“Is there a difference?”“Yes.” I take a step closer, closing the space between us just enough to make it noticeable. “Observation has a purpose.” “And watching doesn’t?” “It depends on the intent.” A pause. She studies me again. Carefully. Like she’s measuring something. We’re closer now. Close enough to notice the details I didn’t fully register before. Her eyes aren’t just calm. They’re sharp. Not outwardly but beneath the surface. She sees more than she shows. I don’t like that or maybe I do. “And what’s your purpose?” she asks. I meet her gaze evenly. “You.” There’s a shift. Subtle. But it’s there. A fraction of a second where her expression stills. Then it’s gone. “You’re honest,” she says. “Only when it’s useful.” “And is this useful?” I let the silence stretch for a moment before answering. “Yes.” Because it is. Every second I spend observing her, interacting with her gives me more data. More understanding. More control. At least that’s what I tell myself. Luna exhales softly, not quite a sigh. “You’re strange.” The statement is simple. But something about it catches me off guard. I raise an eyebrow slightly. “That’s not a word people usually used to describe me.”“Maybe they don’t pay enough attention.” There it is again. That quiet sharpness. I feel something shift in my chest. Unfamiliar. Uncomfortable. Interesting. “You’ve been paying attention?” I ask. Her gaze doesn’t waver. “You’re hard to ignore.” That should feel like validation. It usually does. But the way she says it, it’s not admiration. It’s observation. Equal. Balanced. I don’t know if I like that. The bell rings. The moment breaks. Students begin to move around us, filling the hallway with noise and motion. Luna steps back slightly, creating distance. Intentional. Always intentional. “I have class,” she says. Of course, she does. So do I. But neither of us moves immediately. “You don’t care about rankings,” I say, watching her closely. She pauses. Then nods once. “I don’t.” “Then why keep them?” A beat. She looks at me and for the first time. I feel like I’m the one being analyzed. “Because you do.” The answer lands heavier than expected. Clean. Precise. Accurate. Before I can respond, she turns and walks away. Again. Just like yesterday. No hesitation. No looking back. I remain where I am, watching her disappear into the crowd. Again. And for the second time, I don’t move immediately, because that answer doesn’t make sense. Or maybe it makes too much sense. I replay it in my head. Because you do. That implies intention. Awareness. Choice. She's not competing for herself. She’s What? Challenging me? Provoking me? No. That would require visible effort and Luna Reyes doesn’t make it visible. She operates quietly. Precisely. Which means if she is doing this for me. Then it’s deliberate. Calculated. And I didn’t notice. That is unacceptable. By the time I reach my next class, my mind is sharper. Focused. More than before. This isn’t just curiosity anymore. It’s a problem. A variable that refuses to behave predictably. And I don’t like variables I can’t control. I take my seat, placing my things down with practiced precision. From the corner of my eye I see her again. Different seat this time. Different angle. Same presence. Consistent. Unbothered. I exhale quietly. Fine. If she wants to play this quietly, I can do the same. I’ll observe. Analyze. Break down every pattern she has. Until there’s nothing left, I don’t understand. Until she becomes predictable. Solvable. Beatable. My gaze lingers on her for a second too long. She doesn’t turn. Doesn’t react. But something tells me she knows. A faint, almost imperceptible smile forms on my lips. "Luna Reyes," I murmur under my breath. You’re not invisible. Not anymore. And this time I don’t look away at first.
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