I finally got Cory to go to sleep. When he had an asthma attack, it took a lot out of him. So, after he ate, he laid down as I cuddled with him as he fell asleep. Now I was down in the kitchen, cleaning the dishes he used to eat. While I was finishing, Tyler came in. “Hey.” He said, softly.
He looked as something weighed heavy on his mind. I dried my hands. “Hey.” I only said.
“Can we talk?” He asked, softly.
I sighed and shook my head. “Nothing to talk about. I am not changing my mind. I am leaving this weekend.”
I started to walk out and he took my hand. I stopped and looked at him. His eyes were filled with pain. “Will you let me explain, please? And afterwards, if you still feel the need to leave, I will let you go. I will not say another word about this.”
He let go of my hand and crossed my arms as I nodded. What was the harm? If I didn’t like it at least he will let me leave in peace. “Fine. I will let you explain.”
He sighed as he moved his hand behind his head and itched the back of his head, nervously. “Look, I freaked okay. I started to really feel something deep for you, something I couldn’t deny and it scared me. Than I thought I was betraying my wife in a way cause of those feelings. But, this evening, I went into my study and talked to my wife’s picture, which I actually do a lot. I basically asked her for a sign. A sign to know what to do.” He lightly chuckled. “And you know, I got it.” He reached in his back pocket and pulled out a piece of paper. He looked at it. “When she was sick, she wrote me this letter. I found it in her things after she passed. It was addressed to me. I knew than she wrote it for me as she got sick. But I couldn’t read it, I couldn’t bare to. So, it sat in my desk drawer and I almost forgot about it. Until tonight. See, after I talked to her picture and asked for guidance, I remembered the letter. I felt like it was time to read it. So, I did. And it was what I needed. It was the guidance I was asking for. Even after she was long gone, she gave me the guidance I needed. It’s just that...I mean...you know what…” He held the letter out to me as I couldn’t find the words. “You should just read it, maybe then you will understand what I mean.”
I looked at him a little stunned as he never really talked about his late wife and here he was actually telling me to read a letter she wrote to him, something for him. I knew I had to. He had a reason he wanted me to. I uncrossed my arms and slowly took the letter from him. I started to unfold it as I looked at him in confusion and unsure if I really should as this was for him. He just nodded as to tell me to read it. I looked at the letter and read it. The letter was heartfelt and she was telling him to move forward. I was actually touched by his wife’s letter and started to tear up. Once I finished, I looked at him as I knew what he felt and what he was scared of. “I don’t understand.” I said, softly. “I mean, what does this mean?”
He stepped forward. “Angel, I was scared to move forward. I was scared to feel what I was feeling because I thought I was betraying her. But hearing you wanting to go because I was pushing away, I got scared. I didn’t want to lose you either. I felt so conflicted. When I asked for guidance from my wife, I remember this. It was what I needed. Even beyond the grave, she made me see something. She made me realize what I feel for you is okay. That she wants this for me. She wants me to move on with my life. She was right, I found a woman I felt deeply for and was ready to run. Run from what I felt. But this, this is what I needed to know that I shouldn’t run from what I feel for you. To embrace it. If you will let me.”
“And what is that?” I asked, wanting to hear it. I knew what he was feeling as I did too and I needed to hear him say it. “What is it that you feel for me?”
He stepped to me again and cupped my cheek. “You are an incredible woman, Angel. You made me feel things I didn’t think it was possible after I lost my wife. Something I thought died with her. But you brought it back to life and I don’t want to fight it anymore or run from it.” He licked his lips and looked me in my eyes. “Angel, I love you.”
My eyes teared up in joy and I smiled at him. “I love you too, Tyler.”
He smiled at this and moved in. He took my lips deeply as I kissed him back, happily. After we kissed a moment, he pulled away. “So, you will stay?”
I smiled and nodded. “Yeah, I’ll stay, Tyler. There is no where else I would rather be.”
He grinned happily and kissed me again. He picked me up all without breaking the kiss. I giggled in his lips as he smiled. We went back to kissing as he moved us upstairs. We moved down the hall as we kept kissing. I noticed we were moving past my room and I was confused. I broke the kiss. “Where are we going?”
He got to his bedroom door and I was shocked. “I think it is time I showed you where I hang my hat.”
I smiled at this and set me down. He opened the door slowly and I moved in, slowly. I looked around the room. It was big but looked like a man’s room. I noticed on the nightstand a picture of him and his wife. I looked back at him as he moved in and closed the door behind him. He grinned at me as he started to unbutton his shirt. I just watched as he unbuttoned it than took it off as he moved to me. Without a word, his lips were on mine. I melted in his kiss. I was happy at that moment. I loved him and he loved me too. He began to strip me. Each article of clothing coming off my body, than his. Once we were naked, he picked me up and moved me to the bed. He laid me down on it and moved over me. He broke the kiss and breathed, “God, you are beautiful and perfect, baby.”
I just smiled and pulled him to me. He kissed me, deeply. I felt his hand move to my folds and felt him push a couple fingers inside me. I broke the kiss and moaned out. “Oh, god!”
He smiled at me and pumped his digits inside me. “You are so tight, baby. So wet and tight. I can’t get enough of you.”
I closed my eyes and arched into his hand as he pumped his fingers. “Tyler, you...you make me feel so good, so…”
“Dirty?” He grinned.
“Yes.” I hissed. “Don’t stop.”
He kept pumping and I arched and moaned. I gripped his arms as he kept moving his fingers. He knew where to hit to make me squirm. I felt myself on the edge as I was so close. “Please, please, Tyler. I am about to cum.” I breathed.
“Come on, baby. c*m around my fingers. I want to feel your tight p***y squeeze my fingers as you cum.” He said, softly.
And just like that, I screamed out as I came around his fingers. “f**k, baby.” He breathed. “You are so sexy when you cum.”
“I need you, Tyler. I need to feel you inside of me.” I only said.
This did something to him. Just like that, he moved off of me and on the bed fully. I looked over at him and grinned. I crawled on all fours to his side as he watched me. I looked over his beautiful body and groaned once I saw his hard c**k. I couldn’t help it. I reached down and moved my fingers around his c**k. He growled as I did. I started to pump him and he groaned out. I saw the precum on the tip of his c**k and licked my lips. I wanted to taste him. I moved my head down and licked the tip of his c**k, licking off the precum. He moaned out as his hip thrusted up. “More.” He growled. “Take my c**k in your mouth, baby.”
“Only if this time, you c*m into my mouth.” I said, seductively.
He growled and took my hips as he placed my p***y over his head with both of my legs straddling both sides of his head. “Only if you c*m in mine as well.”
I shivered at this as this turned me on. He spread my folds with his fingers. “Oh, f**k, baby, you are so wet for me.”
He pulled my ass down to his lips and started to lick me, feverishly. I moaned out. “Suck my cock.” He demanded.
I obeyed and took his c**k into my mouth. I started to suck his c**k, fiercely. His tongue moved inside me than moved to my c**t as he pushed a finger inside of me. I moaned against his c**k. I kept sucking and moaning. Everytime a moan slipped, his c**k twitched in my mouth. I kept sucking. His c**k stiffened and ball. My arousal grew and I knew he was about to c*m. I was also moving my p***y up and down his face as I was close. I moaned against his c**k. “Oh.” I pulled his c**k out of my mouth but stroked his c**k, fiercely. I was riding his face. “Oh, god, Tyler. Baby, I am so close. Make me c*m, baby.”
He obeyed. I came as I moved my mouth back on my c**k. I moaned, wildly, on his c**k. This drove him insane. Next thing I know, he is bucking into my mouth as he hissed. “Oh. f**k, yeah, baby. Suck my big c**k like that. Make me empty my seeds into your mouth and gobble them up.” I moaned against his c**k in response. This did him in. He grabbed the bed and growled out, deeply. This made my p***y drenched again. His seeds shot into my mouth. Everytime I swallowed, more filled my mouth. Finally he calmed and I moved my lips off his c**k, belly full of his c*m. I moved off of his and looked at him. “Feel better?” I smiled at him.
He grinned. “Oh, just let me rest a bit and we are at it again.”
I smiled as I moved to him and laid my head on his chest. I looked over to see the picture again of Tyler and his late wife. I couldn’t help but think about her. “What was she like?” I asked.
Tyler looked at me confused, than looked at what I was looking at. I looked up to him as he smiled, slightly. “Um, different than anyone I knew. Sweet, beautiful, always radiant.” He looked down at me and smile. “We were high school sweethearts. She was a couple grades below me. My daddy died my senior year, so I decided not to go to college and took care of the ranch. Took it over. She, well, she had bigger dreams. After she graduated, she went to college, a couple hours from here. She was going for business, she said she wanted to make the profit better for the ranch.” He chuckled and I smiled at this. “She did. I proposed to her, her junior year of college and we married after she graduated. We were in love. We went straight into making babies, but nothing. We kept trying and trying. Finally, we decided to see what was going on and what was the problem. We both got tested. My results came back fine. Maggie, not so much. I was ready for infertility or some bullshit like that. But I definitely wasn’t ready for him to say cancer. The news hit us like a ton of bricks. And we find this out cause we were trying to have a kid. Maggie was so strong, I wasn’t. Doctor told us it was already progressing quickly. But I didn’t want her to give up, she didn’t. She went and undergo treatment. She got so sick cause of the treatment. I took care of her or my mom did. We went back a couple more times, they told her she was getting worse, it was spreading quickly and with or without treatment, they gave her another month. That is when Maggie told the doctor no more treatments. I got angry at her and yelled at her. I demanded she go back on. She was fierce, cause she simple told me no. After I dropped her off, I took off to work, not speaking to her. I was so angry cause I thought she was giving up. But see doctors even said she didn’t have much time, so she decided to live her last month not being sick cause of the treatment. I didn’t see that at the time. I just thought she gave up. But even though I was angry with her, I came home that night and cried in her arms and just cherish the time I had with her.”
“That’s really horrible, Tyler.” I said, softly. “Must be hard to lose someone like that, someone you love.”
“It was and I really loved Maggie. I always will.” Then he pulled me to him. “But now, I have fallen completely in love with you, Angel. I believe in fate and I feel like fate has brought us together.” I smiled at him. “I am completely in love with you. I want to spend my life with you, Angel. You and Cory. I never want you to think you will be in her shadow, not for one moment.”
“But I don’t want you to forget her either.” I told him, sincerely.
He gave me a smile. “That is what makes you different. All these girls tried to snag me wanted me to forget her. Wanted me to move forward. But you, you don’t want me to forget. You want to love me and also have me hold unto her memory. And I love you more for that.”
I smiled at him and moved in. We kissed. It was soft at first, but quickly build. I moved over him as I kept kissing him and he moved his hands over my body. I broke the kiss. “I want you again, Tyler.” I said as I moved my folds over the length of his c**k.
He smirked at me. “Ride my c**k, baby. Show me how much you want me.”
I looked around and noticed one of Tyler’s cowboy hats on the bedpost. I smiled and grabbed it. I moved it on my head and smirked at him. “Shall we see if I can stay on this c**k for longers than eight seconds.”