Tamed To Love You

the pregnency test

"My poor baby!" Ryan said as he patted my back. I was near the toilet, throwing up. I washed my mouth as he gave me a tissue paper. "Are you okay, love?"

"Yeah," I said.

"You are throwing up a lot for couple of days," he said as he helped me to get to our bedroom and I sat on the bed. "We need to get a doctor's appointment."

"No, please!" I said. "I don't like doctors!"

"Alexa, you have been feeling dizzy and throwing up a lot," he said.

"Ryan please! I probably felt dizzy and throwing up because I forgot to eat my lunch and dinner while you were in England. I will eat my meal properly so please don't get a doctor," I whined. It has been a couple of days since Ryan went to England for his business purposes. Ryan came home and few days ago and notice me throwing up and feeling weak sometimes.

"You what? You again skipped meals?" He asked as he seemed mad. "Why do you always do that?"

"I don't always skip my meals and I forgot to eat. It's not my fault," I said.

"Yeah, right. It's not your fault," he said as he took out his phone.

"What are you doing?" I asked.

"Getting a doctor for you," he said.

"Ryan no!" I said as I took the phone out of his hand. "Please! I don't like doctors. I will eat my meals properly. Ryan, please listen to me. We don't need a doctor," I said.

"Alexa! Why are you so unfair to your health!?" He yelled.

"I am sorry," I said. For some reason, I bursted into tears. I never cried for this much yelling but I did cry when Ryan yelled at me. I was feeling like he might not love me anymore.

"Shhh! I am sorry," he said as he hugged me and patted my hair. " I shouldn't have yelled at you."

I hugged him as I whipped my tears. "So, no doctors?"

"No doctor," he sighed.

"Thank you, Ryan!" I said as I leaned near Ryan and kissed on his cheeks which shocked both of us. I kissed Ryan? I never do that? What is going on with me?

"You kissed me!" Ryan laughed. "That's mean that you are falling more in love with me."

I blushed and looked away.

"I have some office work so you stay at home."

"But . . ."

"Alexa, no!"

"I don't like you, Ryan."

Ryan smiled. "I love you too, baby," he said as he kissed me and got off the bed and got dressed for his office. "Take care, love," he said and went away.

My phone rang as I held the phone. "Hello?" I said.

"Hi Alexa!" I heard Cassi saying. "I want to tell you that I am going to get married so I am inviting you and Ryan in my wedding."

"Oh, that's cool," I said and felt like I wanted to throw up. I ran near the washroom and threw up. After that, I washed my mouth with water and went on my coach and picked up the phone.

"What happened?" She asked.

"I kind of threw up," I said,

"Oh, are you okay?" She asked.

"Fine," I said.

"Oh, you know mom was talking to me about pregnant woman. She was explaining me about how pregnant women eats a lot of food in weird carvings," she said.

Pregnant? Sudenly I remembered that I missed my period last month. "Cassi, I will talk to you later," I said as I hung up the phone. I have been throwing a lot and not to mention, I was having morning sickness. What should I do? What will happen if I am really pregnant?

I got out of the house and went to the nearest store and brought a prenency test. I went home and took the test and was waiting for he result. I was really worried. I really wanted to have a baby but then again, our marriage is a secret. If other people find out then what shouldI say about the baby's dad. Ryan told me not to expose our marriage but I don't know what to do? If I am reallypregnant then will it affect Ryan? Why doesn't he wants everybody to know about our marriage?

I flipped the pregnancy test over and read the reading on the test. The picture of the pregnancy test is below.

It was written positive. I was shocked. I am reallypregnant? I have a baby in my stomach? I touched my belly and smiled but then all the worried thoughts bumped in. What will Ryan think of this baby? Since he wanted to keep out marriage secret . . . Is this baby going to be a bother to him? Does he even want the baby? Tears were running down my cheeks. What will happen if he doesn't want the baby? I didn't know what to do.

I heard a small knock on the door and went to get the door after throwing the pregnancy test in the garbage. I opened the door finding Cassi there.

"Hi!" She said as she hugged me.

"Hey," I said.

"Well . . . I thought you were sick and I had a day off so I was thinking why don't we do some shopping?" She asked.

Shopping? As the baby will grow up in my stomach, my dresses wouldn't fit me anymore. I had to get some new dresses.

"Hello!" Cassi said as she waved her hand in front of me. "Girl, I have been talking to you for a while now. Shouldn't you be listening?"

"Sorry," I said.

"Is something wrong?" She said.

"No," I said as I looked away. Cassi could never caught me lying. Well . . . Nobody caught some me lying anyway, except Ryan. I wonder how he understands me so much.

"So, should we go in shopping?" Cassi asked.

"Sure," I said.

We took our car and drove to a shopping mall. The shopping mall was huge and there were even stairs to look at upstairs shopping malls.

"Let's buy some make up," she said as she brought some make up set. "Alexa, aren't you going to buy any make up?"

"No, it's alright," I said. "Um . . . Let me use the washroom."

"Sure," she said.

I went near the washroom and saw a person handing out some papers. I went near there and took a paper from that person. In the paper, it was written about a doctor who examines pregnant woman. I should probably get a pregnancy check up to make sure the baby is okay.

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