"I didn’t mean for any of this to happen?” I look at Luca with eyes full of sadness, regret and turmoil.
“No. I guess we both are pretty disappointed. Si?”[yes] He looks at me, contemplating as he slowly rubs his jaw.
"But I have a feeling your more disgusted than disappointed in me Luca.” I look down at the bubbles floating on the top surface of the water.
He sighs deeply.
“Disappointed? [Yes] Si. But disgusted? No.” He slowly shakes his head with his eyes closed.
I bring my legs up to my chest, hugging them and I rest my chin on top of my knees.
“I… I don’t want to feel like this. I don’t want to get hurt.” I sigh.
“I used Keith to see if I could get you off my mind. I had this crazy thought of you having someone.. A family back in Italy. But deep down I know that
