Lyric
Janiyah slid into the booth across from me at lunch like she was barely holding it together.
No lashes. No lip gloss. Just a hoodie and red-rimmed eyes.
I put my phone down. “What happened?”
She didn’t speak right away. Just stared at the table like it did something to her.
Then she whispered:
“Smoke told me he don’t do girlfriends.”
My stomach dropped.
“What?”
“He said… ‘We cool as hell, but I don’t do titles.’” She blinked fast. “After everything we done been through, girl. I thought we was something.”
I reached for her hand. She didn’t pull away.
“I'm so tired of giving men my body, my time, my peace — and still not being enough.”
“You are enough,” I said, gently.
She gave me a bitter smile. “Tell that to the man that keeps calling me but won’t call me his.”
After school, I clocked into my shift at work — just tryna push it all down. Push him down too.
Zay hadn’t texted me since yesterday when he said he had to handle something.
No check-in.
No “good morning.”
Nothing.
I ain’t chase.
I just… waited.
But when I walked out the building after my shift?
He was there.
Posted up on his car, hoodie half-zipped, staring straight at me like nothing happened.
“You really didn’t say a word all day?” I asked, walking past him.
“I was busy,” he said.
“Too busy to send a text?”
He straightened up. “You mad?”
I turned to him, arms crossed. “Would you be?”
He gave me that look. The one that made my heart thump and my spine stiffen.
“You act like I forgot about you,” he said.
I stared him dead in the face.
“I don’t need you to remember me. I need you to respect me.”
He blinked.
Then I hit him with it.
“You ever gonna make me your girlfriend? Or is this just fun for you?”
Silence.
Not even a breath.
Just his eyes on me — unreadable. Cold.
That silence? It told me everything I didn’t wanna hear.
When we got to my house, he pulled up, parked, and waited.
I didn’t say a word.
Didn’t look at him.
Didn’t say bye.
I just got out and walked in.
Heart heavy. Chest tight.
And for the first time since Zay slid into my life…
I felt alone.