on his face and ran his hands through his dark hair.
He placed his hands on the sides of the sink and looked into the wall mirror.He became introspective...in his head asking himself the questions "how did I get here?" "why did I ever have to do this?" "am I going to jail?"... "but I didn't kill her..." a tear ran down his cheek.
He dabbed his face with a towel and came out,
his wife starring at him looking disturbed. Varak picked up his cell phone and started heading for the bedroom's door.
Clarissa: ... Honey...
Varak: ... don't wait up Clarissa...I'd be sleeping downstairs in the guest room.
Clarissa:... wait... why?... is it me?... do I look bad?...
at this point Varak broke into tears. How could she even think that, to him she's the most beautiful woman in the world. He can't just let her into all this mess.
Varak: it's... it's not you Clarissa, it's never you.
Clarissa: baby you're scaring me.
Varak: just just leave me alone Please.
He went out and slammed the door and went downstairs. He went to the guest room but still couldn't sleep, he stood up and started pacing around the room, thinking of his moments with Beaux.
2 Months earlier
at Varak's 41st birthday,
The whole family was present, even the deviant brother Owen. After the revelry and all, it was time to give an appreciation speech and thank everyone for coming, even if he knew some of them didn't like him. He was in the middle of his speech when he saw her... Beaux... she was in a classy black and yellow polkadot Vivienne Westwood armless gown, just 5 inches above her knee. She let her beautiful black hair down,and her piercing grey eyes looked the most beautiful that evening, it was like he had never seen her before, she was an... Angel.
But what the f**k was she doing in his birthday ceremony, in his house! has she lost her damn mind! He paused for some seconds but recollected his voice back and blamed it on the bow tie adjusting it and giving a chuckle that made everyone laugh. After he was done and he saw his wife laughing with his family and some friends, except Owen... obviously he doesn't like this kind of things, he headed for the kitchen immediately. But it was the perfect time to bring Beaux back to her senses. He had to play this perfectly so no one sees him arguing with such a beautiful woman.He was wealthy,so definitely they'd know he has a mistress, oh primitive minded people.But this time they weren't wrong.He pulled her behind a huge flower close to the kitchen window.
Varak:... Have you lost your f*****g mind?!what the f**k are you doing in my house?!... what the fuck... what the fuck...how do you even know I live here?!
Beaux: I followed you home one night.
Varak: ( grabs her by the wrist, speaking through his teeth)if you even think of hurting my family, I'd gut you with a f*****g chainsaw.
Beaux: (chuckling)oh relax leather face, I'm not after your family, I only wanted to know where the father of my child lived.
Varak: I'm sorry... what...father of your_
Beaux: I'm pregnant Varak... 2 weeks.
Varak:?... what the fuck... that's not possible, I mean I definitely didn't get you... pregnant.
Beaux: ( raising her voice just a little above the normal) oh remember when you wanted to go raw, coz you loved the way my p***y felt around your d**k, and you thought it would feel way better without a condom...?
Varak: you keep your f*****g voice down... you don't have to be so vulgar.
Beaux: oh since when did you become a priest, you f*****g hypocrite.
Varak: whatever Beaux, you didn't have to come to my f*****g house! are you trying to get me in trouble.
Beaux: oh baby, I think you are already.
Varak:? that's not funny, let's go somewhere else and talk about this.
He was lucky he had his keys with him, and he didn't have to go inside to get it. He got into his Tesla, and Beaux went ahead and got into her Chevrolet Malibu, and she left right behind Varak. The guys didn't see them leave, they didn't even know Beaux was present. Some of them had left, and Owen left some minutes later, since the birthday boy wasn't present.
They stopped by the roadside of some street. Beaux got out of her car and got into varak's.
Beaux: So...
Varak: get rid of it.
Beaux: f**k no!
Varak: get rid of the child Beaux, I do not want it.
Beaux: with or without you Varak, I'm keeping it.
Varak: five hundred thousand...
Beaux: what...
Varak: Five hundred thousand to get rid of the baby...
Beaux: are you paying me off?
Varak: don't act like the cash doesn't matter more than a baby that's going to get in your way of making more cash! I know you Beaux.
Beaux: ... one million.
Varak: Done(he pulls out a cheque book from his glove compartment, signed, tore it out and stretched it out to her. She pulls it forcefully and as was about going out , Varak said) drive safely...
Beaux: f**k you
Varak: probably...
Beaux: (she slammed the door with so much anger, it was so loud. She walked to her car and drove into the night)
Varak did the same too.