Jayson Dad helped me to shower. He wrapped my cast in a trash bag he tied tightly around the top to keep the water out. He set me on a chair. I washed what I could, but he washed what was more difficult to reach. I hate that I have been sleeping on the couch for days, but I can prop my leg up easily on the couch. I don’t like that my dad has to basically be my nurse, but I refuse to have Wendy stressed by trying to deal with the case, finding out she is pregnant, the few injuries she’s not fully healed from herself. I was excited and terrified when she told me she was pregnant. Every scenario ran through my mind of what could have happened during that crash and how she could have lost the baby. Like how Alaina lost hers. The thought wanted to crush me though I fought it. I want to do mo

