Wendy I cried my eyes out on the bathroom floor. I hurt Jayson. I didn’t mean to, but I saw just how much I hurt him in his eyes. He doesn’t deserve to deal with this. I feel torn. I want him too, but my guilty conscious consumes me every time I consider moving on with him. I feel like Taylor is hovering over my shoulder and angry. It’s how my nightmares go. Nightmare I look around my surroundings. I’m in an empty parking lot standing in the middle of it. I looked up at the dark grey sky. The rain begins pouring down on me hard and fast. I’m drenched in seconds. I can see my breath coming out in white clouds as I begin to shiver from how cold the rain is making me. I don’t move an inch. I just stand there in this parking lot with nothing around me as the rain continues to drench me.

