Wendy
I asked Jayson not to show affection to me, like kissing me at the party. I could see his upset at my asking, but I explained that I need to process that we are delving into a relationship, and I don’t want outside influence. I’m still too raw to move forward. I just want to develop between us. He seemed to accept it, especially when he told me I was all his when we got back to his house.
I couldn’t refuse that. Whether Jayson realizes it or not, he is making a difference in helping me through this dark time. It hit me though that I hadn’t seen Scott since my birthday, and I hadn’t contacted him either. I need to remember to ask Jayson if he wouldn’t mind inviting Scott and Stephanie over for dinner soon. Maybe it will help Scott too.
I was surprised to look up and see Scott comin
